Akaashi's pov:
Me and Bokuto meet up with Konoha for lunch, being outside always seems to calm me down, I end going on a lot of midnight walks to clear my head, the darks always scared me but for some reason the night time has always been the most comforting to me, I slump against the tree trying to clear my mind and distract myself from impending anxiety. "Bokuto?"
"Yes Akaashiiii?"
"Do you want to practise today?" Bokuto tilts his head at me "But I thought you don't practise on days you have to study because you get too worn out" I smile softly and give him the look of 'Please I need this' he understands what I mean and nods to Konoha. "I'LL CATCH UP WITH YOU LATER!" Konoho nods and goes off to find who I can only imagine to be Komi. Bokuto and I make our silent walk to the gym, I say silent he's babbling to himself whilst I answer with an odd yes or hum in agreement. We decide to just do a few sets as lunch isn't that long.
*Time skip*
I threw my bag on the bed, part of me just wanted to fall asleep, panic attacks always drained me and ruined the rest of my day, I wanted to sleep the rest of the day away. "I should of just gone home early" I whisper to myself, yeah but then Bokuto san would of invited himself round, I turn down the light in my room and turn on my computer as the screen illuminates the surrounding darkness, I turn on some mother mother and open up my revision guide. I can't shake the feeling though, I'm trying to distract myself but I can't stop the feeling of air caught in my throat. I feel like if I breath I'll just start crying, I feel so on edge like the worlds about to end if I look away from my screen, I reach for my phone, I need Bokuto. Sure I'll never admit it to him and I'll never really admit it to myself but I need him.
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Panic
FanfictionA drawing inspired all of this (The drawing is on the cover) I decided that I would elaborate on it and put my own spin on it and basically make it into my own story!
