ˢʷᵉᵉᵖ ᵐᵉ ᵒᶠᶠ ᵐʸ ᶠᵉᵉᵗ {ᶜᵒᵐᵖˡᵉᵗᵉᵈ}

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞

2 weeks later

payton really wants a kid. but i've honestly thought about it and that's not what i want. i know i said i did but i don't. at least not yet. not this young. maybe in a few years but not now. not when i graduate in 2 and a half weeks. i have to focus on getting a college education. getting a career. i'm married, i'm about to graduate high school. i don't have time for a baby right now.

"hey tess, let's go to walmart." payton says. i get up and we go to walmart. we walk down different aisles and payton walks into the baby aisle.

"awe look at all the little shoes and pants and shirts." payton is practically melting.

"ok, let's go get a movie to watch." i say, trying to distract him.

"no wait i wanna look at the baby stuff." payton says.

"payton. i don't want a baby yet." i sigh.

"wait but 2 weeks ago you said you wanted a baby." he looks kinda sad.

"i know and i do want a baby, but i want to wait until we get our own house and we're stable and everything. i want to make sure we can support us and our baby." i say. he looks at the baby clothes and all the stuff in the aisle and he looks heartbroken.

"payton." i sigh and he walks out of the aisle. we walk to checkout and pay for our groceries. we get in the car and go home.

2 hours later

payton hasn't talked to me since i told him i didn't want a baby. we're standing in the kitchen and there's so much tension.

"payton, talk to me." i say. he looks at me and ignores me.

"payton." i sigh.

"what tess? what could you possibly want from me right now?" he snaps.

"are you seriously mad right now?" i say kinda getting mad.

"wow. just wow. you think this didn't effect me at all? it broke me, tess. i told you i wanted a baby and you said you wanted one too. yet now you all of a sudden don't want one? that's upsetting." he says, a little bit irritated.

"woah woah woah. i told you i thought about it and i don't want one right now. not at this moment in time. i still want a baby. just not right now." i say, trying to say calm.

"but i don't want to wait." payton says.

"well then go get some other girl pregnant because obviously you can't wait!" i scream. the room goes silent.

"tess." payton says quietly, trying to reach his arm to me.

"no," i push his arm away, "i don't know why you're being like this."

"i want a baby." payton sighs.

"oh my god payton then go have a baby with someone else." i say, trying not to scream at him.

"tess-" he tries to say but i interrupt him.

"no seriously, if you REALLYYY want a baby SOOOOO bad then please just GO GET SOME OTHER GIRL PREGNANT." i start to yell.

"I DONT WANT ANOTHER GIRL TESS I WANT YOU." he screams. the room is filled with silence. i start crying.

"well then i don't know what to say payton. because i want to wait. just until we're stable on our own." i say quietly, crying.

"tess im sorry." he sighs a little and hugs me, "i'm so sorry."

"payton. i love you, but i need you to just wait." i say.

"ok, anything you want." he whispers, still hugging me.

*payton do be rude doe*