Between Us [H.S.]

Waking Up Is Hard Sometimes

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So I didn't want to post a picture of how I see Chloe cause I want you all to imagine her! I just let some physical facts about her but not more hehe 

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Chloe Garner

I open my eyes and see it's only 07.43, great I woke up before my alarm went off. 

Again.

 Don't get me wrong, I don't mind waking up early in the morning, it has never been a hard thing for me to do, but don't you just HATE opening your eyes to a new day before you have to? It's been a week since I don't get a good night of sleep. Is either not sleeping at all or waking up ridiculously early. I just have so many things on my mind.

Whatever, good start to a great Tuesday. 

Even tho I love sleeping in and staying in my warm and cozy bed, I know the world is waiting for me outside to go fuck it up a little bit more. First I take my phone from the bedside table, and I check almost with my eyes closed my social media. Twitter, Instagram, Facebook ... joking, does anyone have facebook still? I open WhatsApp to check if I got new messages while I was asleep.

Laura

[07.30] Bitch pls i forgot to take out the trash, do it for me? yes? thank you, see u tonight 

[7:31] luv yoouuuuu

Laura is my flatmate. She must be at work at this hour, she works at a café. We have been living together for a year and some months now. I like her, I use to live in the other side of the city with other girl but she was horrible, always asking private stuff and being too loud. Laura is just as chill as me. Well maybe more confident and hot but still. Long brown hair, freckles, tanned ... she might be one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen ... a great attitude, not noicy and she loves the same music as me, so that's a point.

Music has a big role in my life. I feel like I can't live without a pair of earphones, they are always with me. (I don't have the money to buy the new ones with no whires but I think it's for the better, I would lose them anyways.) I listen to a little bit of everything. From Frank Ocean to Fleetwood Mac, ABBA, Sinatra, Lizzo ... I don't know, even OneDirection! U gotta give it a try. Even tho I admit the Direction thing comes from Laura, she is obssesed with them ... well, she was? I don't know if I can say that you are obssesed with something that is not a thing anymore ... you get the point.

Babyy

[1:20] Hope you had a good night of sleep ... coffee maybe tomorrow?

"Danny ... what am I gonna do with you?" I say almost as a whisper while I walk to the kitchen to make myself a coffe.
We've been together for almost 2 years but lately it hasn't feel the same. I hate that I feel like this. I feel so guilty. She is such a good girl and she cares for me and loves me but ... what if that isn't enough? Sometimes I wonder if just love is enough. Why would I need more than that? Than someone who loves me? I just feel like I'm becoming empty on the inside and this is not what she desserves. 

I sip my coffee while i watch some TikToks ... is everyones feed just Draco Malfoy or is it just me? dang ... not complaining tho ... I look at the time, 08.00, good, I have time to finish this, eat a banana and have a shower. I go to the bathroom and I take a look at myself in the mirror.