stomachaches ; lashton

prologue

"old habits make new problems, old habits make new problems, old habits make new problems..." the phrase was repeating over and over in my head, warning me of the consequences. "don't fall back, don't fall back, don't fall back..." it continued.

i leaned away from the toilet, my fingers just touching my bottom lip but threatening to delve deeper.

'what will luke think?' i thought to myself. 'he could relapse if he finds out.'

he doesn't have to know, right?

the voice had a point. luke wouldn't find out unless i told him straight up. he was oblivious.

with that, i leaned forward and shoved my index and middle finger down my throat harshly, forcing my previous meal to come up rather easily.

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stomachaches ; lashton, sequel to .weighted. ; lashton

tw : ed relapses, talk of past ed's, etc.

don't read this if you're easily triggered and you might wanna read .weighted. before this.

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