GRIANAGST

Su!c!d3 [1] (grian angst )

SEASON 6
This was requested by one of my online friends.

TW/CW?: cutt!ng, p!nic attacks, self-doubt, crying, broken glass,

Grian was tired. For the past few months, he'd been drained out of energy and unable to keep going. Each night Grian woke up from a nightmare about Evo, making him not want to go to sleep. He found a new coping method and it was pain he used an iron sword to cut. Even if it was unhealthy, it was his only way of coping he could find.

It's been 3 months now and Grian didn't go outside or get any progress on his base.
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Xisumavoid: Has anyone seen Grian? I haven't seen him for a long time and I'm starting to get worried. He hasn't stocked his shops neither has he had any progress on his base.

Doc: The last time I saw him was about 2 months ago. He had dark circles, puffy eyes, and his sleeves were dyed red.

Mumbo jumbo: Me and Iskall just met with him last week because of a Sahara meeting. His eyes were red and he was less energetic than usual, we asked him what was wrong but he said nothing was so we shook it off.

Iskall85: I think right before Gri met with Doc, I let him borrow a few iron daggers I made, I'm not sure why he wanted them though.

Xisumavoid: Doc, Mumbo, Iskall. Meet at the shopping district now.
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They all arrived at the shopping district.

"Do you guys not realize what this all adds up to?! Iskall said he let Grian borrow a few iron daggers and a few days later doc said his sleeves were dyed red!" Xisuma said, panicking. "X, we can g-" Mumbo got cut off. Xisuma grabbed mumbo's shoulders and continued, " Mumbo I don't want him to end up like my younger self, please make sure he's okay.. please.." Xisuma said, soon breaking down onto the floor crying. Iskall hugged Xisuma and doc comforted him. "Me, doc and Iskall will make sure he's okay, please calm yourself, he's going to be just fine I promise.." Mumbo said, kneeling down to comfort the admin.

Grian was curled up on his bed, covered my walls made out of chests and clutter. Grian has a knife in his hand and the other grabbing his stomach, making him forget about how much pain he was in. The builder hadn't eaten in weeks, he didn't even have enough energy to clean up his scars. He kept crying on his bed, trying to keep himself awake and trying to get him to calm down by using his usual coping method.

They all made it to Grian's base and searched around for the small hermit. Iskall saw a small thing of red peeking out from all the clutter and chests around his base. Iskall cleared some chests and walked in. "Oh, Grian..." Iskall said, shocked at what he had seen. Xisuma, Doc, and Mumbo soon rushes over. "GRIAN!l Doc and Mumbo shouted, running to him and trying to get him to calm down. Doc grabbed the blade he had been using to cut himself and threw it to Iskall for him to hide. Grian was surprised they had barged into his base but still, couldn't stop crying. Grian was panicking, he was so close to doing what he wanted to do. Grian sprung up and ran to Iskall to grab the knife. "Grian please don't do this" Iskall said, putting his hand in the air, making it unable for the short hermit to grab it. Grian started to run outside of the room, looking for a sharp object, an elytra, a flint, and steel even. Anything that would get him out of this would be useful. He ran to his bathroom and locked the door shut. He could hear pounding on the door panicking because they didn't want to lose him. Grian punched them mirror and shattered it. He picked up a medium-sized shard of glass and started to cut, knowing this would be his last day.
Cut.
C u t.
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A/N: THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITE SO MUCH ANGST AHHWHWWHWHWWHISGAHA
PART 2 WILL BE UP SOON !!