who are you?

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JIMIN POV

my daily routine of quiet reading at this university has changed since taehyung took me to their house,
three weeks already, every lunch break jin hyung and taehyung suddenly appear with the others and carrying food here in the back of the university where I read silently,At first they forced me to join them for lunch at the canteen, but I refused and they seemed to understand me so they did not insist anymore, so they come here to the back of the university to have lunch with me, and I can't understand why they doing this,so here I am now reading and waiting for them to arrive, I was busy reading so I did not notice anyone coming, I looked up at the one standing in front of me,and I was shocked by what I saw, it's yoongi hyung he was holding a paper bag,
I was confused looking at him, why is he alone where are the others?and he seemed to notice my confusion, "they can't come, taehyung's parents came so jungkook accompanied him to meet them, jin hyung is in his heat so he needs namjoon, jin hyung asked me to bring you this and join you for lunch" he said before sitting down in front of me and opened the paper bag he was carrying and took out two lunch boxes, and two drinks,he handed me one of the lunch boxes with the juice can,"thank you" I thanked, after I reached for the lunch box and juice, he didn't answer and he just opened his lunch box and he started eating, and I did the same, it's just awkward because I used to have taehyung and jungkook playing while eating, and there was jin hyung scolding namjoon hyung for things he destroys,"why are you so quiet?"
I looked at him confused,"yesterday you were talking to hyung jin and taehyung, but now you seem to be mute" I turned my attention to my food, "sorry I noticed you don't like to talk so much that's why I don't speak" I said in my low voice "silly" I suddenly looked at him "your brother is studying here, so why aren't you studying here too?" He asked "I study alone, self-study" i answer to him "why"?
He ask again,I'm not comfortable with our situation right now, I feel bad about his next questions, "for others I am different, because I wear a mask, they bully me because I am the son of a treacherous alpha leader" I answered him bitterly,"and why are you wearing a mask, I remember namjoon asked you about the magical mask you are wearing, and now I will ask again why did you wear that or should I ask who you are?" this is the most I don't want them to ask me, why did I forget to erase in the memory of hyung namjoon about the mask,
"namjoon hyung made a mistake with this mask, it was just a simple mask made by hyung to hide the scar on my other eye"goddess of the moon forgive me for lying again, "and your scent?"Looks like I need to end this conversation,"I lost my scent seven years ago, so I have no scent"
it seems that the goddess of the moon will really punish me for my many lies, "so how can your mate find you if you don't have a scent?" I looked into his eyes before thinking my answer, "Do you think he will accept me, I have no scent, I wear a mask because I have a scar to hide, and omega from the south pack and son of a traitor, do you think he will like me?" because what I said he did not answer, and that the sign to end this conversation, I closed the lunch box and put it in front of him "thank you" I said before standing up,I was about to turn around but he suddenly reached for my hand, I suddenly felt electricity in my hand,I looked at my hand he was holding and at him,"he will accept you if he is not stupid and bastard ass,and if he imposes love on his heart and mind he will accept you" he said seriously, and because of what he said my heart suddenly beat faster, and I felt butterflies in my stomach,he let go of my hand and put the two lunch boxes in the paper bag, and he stood up and looked at me, "don't leave, just stay here, lunch break is done I need to go back inside" after he said he turned around and started walking inside the university,When he left, I touched my chest, at the speed of my heartbeat I could hear it, "what's going on why do I feel different?" I ask my self
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what you feel is called a bond" I looked up at saga sitting on a tree branch, "the bond is experienced by two destinies for each other, just like a mate,he also feels that, but he ignores it because what he knows is that what is destined for him is the chosen omega not the masked omega"I suddenly felt pain in my heart, "chosen omega, I just told you not to fill your alpha with lies about you, because one day he will know who you are,what if he gets angry and rejects you, not because you are the son of the former south alpha but because you lied to him" saga said seriously, and because of what he said my heart ached even more, "can that be happen? I was just thinking to tell him who I am, my What if's, Is attacking me "what if he reject me because i'm from south and son of former south alpha, what if he just plays with my feelings? what if he just hurt me? Like other wolves do to their mate when they find out their mate came from the south pack,my mind is full of what if, and that I fear will happen to me,"I said painfully "your what if's is just your negative side jimin, from what I see in your alpha he will not be like that to you, yes everyone scares to him, loves to play, but he did say that if your mate is not stupid and bastard ass he will accept you, so think it jimin" he said before closing his eyes and leaning on the tree where he was sitting,I looked up at the sky, at the same time my tears were falling from my eyes, why do I have to be in this situation? why me?

YOONGI POV
As soon as I entered the university, I went to the bathroom, I turned on the water and wash my face immediately,I looked in the mirror, "fuck! what is happening to me, why does my heart beat like crazy, and double fuck! Did I really say those words to him, no yoongi your just playing, it's part of your play," and fuck! when did I learn to talk to myself in the mirror,
This is insane, i need to go home and sleep,
I threw the paper bag I was holding in the trash, maybe jin hyung won't notice that something is missing from his kitchen utensils,I went out of the bathroom and started to leave the university, the bell rang to signal that the class would start the students were starting to enter their classes, but here I am going home to sleep, i don't give a shit!

-You want me
I've lost my way
You want me
Just like me every day
I feel so far away
You always come my way
It repeats all over again
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Caught in a lie
Find me when I was pure
I can't be free from this lie
Give me back my smile
Caught in a lie
Pull me from this hell
I can't be free from this pain
Save me, I am being punished-
-LIE_BTS JIMIM-

A/N: should i reveal the true identity of jimin in the next chapter ?? 🤔🤔🤔

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