i don't want you

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JIMIN POV

My tears continued to flow as I looked up at the sky, mama,papa I miss you both,I want to see you two, I'm so tired I don't know if I can handle it anymore,
Nobody knows about the little meltdowns i have when i'm alone, they only know about the smiles and laughs i show them,"jimin"I suddenly turned to the one who called my name, and I was shocked not to think that they would come after what they found out,I wiped away my tears and stood up as I was about to leave when suddenly someone hugged me, I stiffened when jin hyung suddenly hugged me, "don't avoid us please, we are not mad with you heseok told us everything and we don't blame you for what happened, we were just a little mad because you kept it a secret from us but heseok explained why we understand you" because of what jin hyung said I also hugged him and started crying again,"just cry everything in your heart, everything will be fine" I don't know How long i'm crying but I feel relieved,"are you okay now?" jin hyung ask "yes thank you hyung"
I thank him, "thank you, I thought you would be mad at me forever"
I said as I bowed my head, "Don't mention it, you are our friend so we are not angry with you,'' taehyung said flashing his boxy smile, "but yoongi hyung is being hard headed that's why his not here with us" jungkook said, I smiled bitterly, "it's ok i understand him" i said to them "sorry
10 years ago werewolves kidnapped his mom and brother and He blamed your dad"
my chest tightens because of what namjoon hyung said, it hurts so much,
"but don't worry I'm sure soon he'll be enlightened too" jin hyung assured me,
after a few minutes they said goodbye to me, to go back inside the university,
Istood up and started walking, I just let my feet take me somewhere,I stopped walking when I saw him "yoongi hyung" i mumble, I can't believe he is standing in front of me now, I am not ready to face him I do not know what to say, He just stared blankly at me before he moved and walked over and just passed me, before he finally left I grabbed his hand to stop him,he looked at me before looking at my hand holding his hand,I let go of his hand before lowering my head,"i'm sorry"the only word I said "sorry for what? to lie to us, or to what happened 10years ago, if that is the reason why you apologize you are just wasting your time, can your sorry bring back the lives lost because of you, and can your sorry bring back my mother and brother" my heart ached because of what he said, I just lowered my head and my tears started to drip,and do not think that because you are my mate I will forgive you,  I will never accept you as my mate" my heart ached even more because of what he said, I feel at any time my knees will give up and I will fall to the ground "and can you just disappear forever and never show up again" he said and left, because of what he said, my knees already gave up and I fell to the ground, I want to cry out in pain I feel,

YOONGI POV
Angers took me everytime i remember my mother and brother and  I told him those words that I knew would break his heart,
and I do not regret that I hurt him with my words, I wanted to go home but I was stopped when suddenly the sky darkened and by a sudden thunder and lightning followed by heavy rain,the sun is so hot why is it suddenly raining? I stopped thinking when I remembered him, he was crying when I left him so did the sky suddenly darken and it rained because of him?my chest suddenly tightened,
"fuck I reject him as my mate but why do I still feel the pain he feels?"
iutter to my self, "even if you reject him you will still feel the pain he feels because he did not reject you as his mate"I looked at the branch of the tree and i frowned when I saw who owns the voice, "Saga, what are you doing here?" I asked him "Hello  to you too" he replied while smiling,
"and what am I doing here?  hmmm let's just say I'm here every day to watch the little omega you hurt" he jumped from the branch and turned around he was about to leave but he looked at me first "stop hurting him, don't wait to regret everything"after what he said he left and I was left speechless "Fuck"
i cursed i swear as I look up at the dark sky and the rain dripping down my face,


"for you i could pretend 
like i was happy
when i'm sad,
for you i could pretend
like i was strong when
i was hurt"-FAKE LOVE_BTS

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