Last Cry

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YOONGI POV

I don't know how many hours i'm Lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling, The only thing on my mind was his angelic face and his beautiful eyes, And the pain seen on his beautiful faces, when I saw his wound I wanted to approach him but I couldn't , I knew I couldn't feel the pain he was feeling because of the necklace I was wearing but I knew he was in pain because of  the sky darkened and I could see the pain in his eyes the pain that i caused, and one more thing Why is he with a vampire?  And why did I smell his scent on that vampire? Fuck i don't want him but Why do I feel jealous? Fuck yoongi what happened to you? I scolded to my self, I got up from lying down and walked to the balcony to watch the beautiful moon,beautiful as him,Before jumping onto my balcony and starting to run into the woods, i just run and run
and didn't know where I was going, I stopped running when I saw a big tree surrounded by fireflies, I approached the big tree, I didn't know this tree was so beautiful at night, a perfect place  for the fresh air I needed, I jumped on a branch  it surrounded by leaves, I knew no one could see me here and that was what I needed, I sat down and leaned over,
I watched the little fireflies circling the tree like they were playing,Just a few minutes later I heard a noise under the tree where I was, And my eyes widened when I saw who it was, the omega that was in my mind "jimin, What is he doing here?
i was about to go down to talk to him but suddenly someone sat next to him, I frowned when I saw who?  the vampire with him earlier," what are you doing here?"He asked the vampire" I'm the one who should ask that, what are you doing here, You should rest" the vampire said "i can't sleep" he said and the sadness was obvious in his voice "how How are you?" the vampire ask while staring at the fireflies "It depends on your question, how is my wound or how is my heart?" He said with a forced laugh,"I would like you to answer all,  if it is okay with you" the vampire said "We all know that werewolves' claws have different poison, And the poison that I have got is poison illusion, the poison that will kill you by illusion" he said "But it won't affect you right?  because you have the necklace of the moon," the vampire said smiling at him "I don't have the necklace I broke it" Because of what he said the smile on the vampire's face was erased and replaced with worry "Maybe there is a way to treat that, right?" the vampire ask "yes There are two ways, one is to fight the illusion of poison, the second is to my mate mark me, and I know he will not gonna do it, because he will be happier if he sees me die, and that's the answer how's my heart," my chest tightened at what he said, I really hurt him so much  did i? ," you really love him, do you?" the vampire ask again" yes i do, Ever since I first saw him,When I found out I was the chosen chosen omega, I asked who my mate was and hayan told me and he took me to him,I remember the first time I saw him, he was playing piano, When I heard him playing I felt like I was listening to music from heaven,since then I always come to him secretly just to hear him play,When I hear him play I forget all the pain I feel in my chest, i feel like i'm just a simple omega no one blamed me for what happened and no one say a hurtful words to me, He became my comfort, the reason why i smile and laugh again, the one i love most my light that became my darkness" i grab my chest and i feel pain in my heart, i want to punch my self i can't believe it, I'm so cruel, "Why is destiny so cruel to me?, Sometimes I just wish I was not the chosen omega, I just wish I was a normal omega waiting for his mate and he will love and accept me wholeheartedly, all i want is to be happy
And to experience being loved by his mate that's all i want, I don't need expensive things, jewelry, or wealth but why does my destiny deprive me of it?" my heart ache more because of his crying,
i want to hug him make him stop crying but i can't," just cry, but promise to your self that this will be your last cry" the vampire said while hugging him That I should be doing, but how can I do it if I am the reason why he cries, I don't know how long I sat here and just listened to him crying "I'll take you home, you need to rest and you need strength for tomorrow," the vampire said and in a second they both disappeared, I just stared at the sky thinking everything he said, Until I realized I was running towards his house, i still hide my scent to make sure that no one can see me or smell me, i search for his scent all windows until i found it in second floor, i jump on the branch of the tree in front of his balcony, Her light is off I'm sure she's asleep, I carefully jump onto the balcony,I was lucky because the door of his balcony was not locked I carefully opened the door and entered,His room is dark but I can still see his figure sleeping on the bed because of the light coming from the moon,I sat on the edge of his bed to watch him, he was sleeping but still crying,
his eyes are swollen from crying and his cheeks are also red but he is still very beautiful, I didn't realize that I was crying, when was the last time I cried I can't remember when, I caressed his cheek with my finger and the reality hit me i love him but i let my anger took over me "I'm sorry I made you cry, I'm sorry for being a jerk to you, I'm sorry I hurt your feelings, I'm sorry I didn't protect you before, i'm sorry my moon, I promise to you this will be the last time you will be hurt, good night my moon angel" i kissed his cheek before getting up and leaving, I jumped from his balcony, I was about to start walking away but I was stopped when I saw a figure leaning against a tree it was saga "do you really think that we can't notice you? And what are you doing here?" saga asked still leaning on the tree "I just want to know how he is?" i answered him coldly "so how is he? Are disappointed because he still alive?" saga ask while Smirking, I was suddenly caught by what he said, and i can't be mad at him for what he said because that what i show to them Wanting him to disappear "and you apologized to him while he was sleeping, seriously?" saga said "Is he going to return in south tomorrow?" i just ask him "Probably yes, why? " he ask "I will go with him" Because of my answer his jaw dropped "you what"? He yell "did i stutter?" i ask him "but why?" he ask again like he can't believe what i want "doing my job as a chosen alpha, i'll be back here tomorrow" i said before turning and start walking,


Right now I think of you
Wherever you are
It doesn't matter
We connect to 7G
It ain't the end of the world
The present, it shine like a pearl
These are just a few crisis
But I'm gonna change you
_BTS_STAY

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