Lost (Carl Grimes love story; Completed)

Chapter 10

2 weeks later.

It's been 2 weeks since the awkward Carl moment and we haven't talked since. In fact he has actually been ignoring me.

I mean I don't care.... I don't like him.... I don't.... I can't..

A-and even if I did I wouldn't like him cause I wont like him and I don't like him and-

"Elizabeth.." a small voice sounded.

I jumped and saw Sierra. "Hi hunny, what's the matter?" I saw a worried/scared expression on her face.

"J-James isn't talking to me anymore he says he likes his other friends better." She started to cry.

"Who is his other friends? Is it Glenn? I've seen them starting to play with eachother." I tucked her long thin hair behind her small ear.

"No it's the growly things that walk funny." She looked up at me with glossy eyes.

My eyes widened "W-were is he now?" I said slowly

"He's out there playing with Lizzie and their friends, Lizzie likes them too."

My heart dropped.

I grabbed my gun and almost fell face first getting out of my chair in the kitchen.

I ran to the front and swung open the door.

"JAMES LIZZIE GET OVER HERE NOW!" I screamed

They just kept on playing. Rick, Maggie and Daryl came out and raised their weapons.

I held my arm out infront of them "I got this."

I ran over to the kids and pushed them out of the way killing all 4 of the scratchers.

Once they were all dead I turned around and looked at the kids.

"WHY DID YOU DO THAT THEY WERE OUR FRIENDS! THEY ARENT WHAT YOU THINK THEY ARE THEY UNDERSTAND US CAUSE ME AND JAMES GIVE THEM A CHANCE UNLIKE YOU" Lizzie screamed with tears streaming down her face.

"YOU KILLED MY FRIENDS!" James cried.

"Your friends? They could have killed you! THEY ARENT HUMAN!! Do you have any idea how hurt I would've been if I lost you guys? They only want your flesh. They kill! They don't give a rats tail about being your friend!" I said a little harsher than I intended.

Lizzie gave me a evil look and said "I'll show you." she stormed off while James just looked at me.

My mouth was slightly open in shock of how mean I sounded. "J-James-"

He ran into the woods and Glenn Maggie Rick and I ran after him.

After about 20 minutes there was no sign of him.

I fell down to my knees looking up at the sky.

I smiled through the pain. "Why.... Why did you take the thing I love so dearly away Lord... I try so hard to believe in you. I-I do believe in you... But it's hard when all these bad things are happening.." I whispered while a single tear rolled down my cheek.

I shook my head and looked at the ground and closed my eyes.

He's gone...