I've been alone,
For so long.
I've been gone,
Since long ago.
I'm living here,
In the darkness,
Hiding in corners,
Praying for it to go away.
For the pain and the panic,
To just go away.
To go away.
Closing my eyes,
I cried and wished to go away.
Closing my eyes,
I prayed I go freely.
I want to jump.
I want to go face first.
But I can't.
Somethings stopping me.
I don't want to be this.
I can't be this way.
I don't want to.
"I love you"
Were the words he uttered to me.
I couldn't believe it.
It's not real.
He can't.
I cried.
The darkness slowly started to go,
The coldness slowly melted.
I'm feeling myself turn towards the light.
I shakily stood up.
"I love you" he says again.
My knees buckled,
But I kept trying.
"Don't leave me"
Like a baby to the nipple.
Like blood to the vein.
I can't be without him.
"Please don't leave me."
I cry to him.
Loving him is like standing up.
Loving him is facing the unimaginable.
Loving him,
Is to be strong.
Loving him,
Is to be myself,
Without fear.
Loving Greyson brown,
Wind blows through the trees.
Loving Greyson brown,
All the pain just goes away.
Loving Greyson Brown,
My future is set.
Loving Greyson Brown,
Is to love myself.
"I love you too."
And I mean it.
Out of the darkness,
I've overcome it.
Out of the coldness,
It's been melted away.
I'm no longer afraid.
Filled with laughter,
I love Greyson Brown.
Filled with hope,
I love Greyson Brown.
Filled with light.
I knew this was right.
And I'll live for tomorrow.
"I love you Greyson Brown."
"I love you too, kitty."
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Greyson Brown (boyxboy)
RomanceCompleted October 6, 2020 After the death of his best friend Marie Brown, Adrien Lee becomes self isolated and hateful of the world. He especially hates his childhood bully and brother of his best friend, Greyson Brown. Partnered in a project with...
