RETROGRADE; minsung ✓

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"minho hyung?"
my necklace lit up one night when i was about to sleep but i couldn't, i was busy staring at the ceiling when jisung's voice broke the silence.
"are you awake hyung?"

"yes jisungie, is anything wrong?"
i asked worried and i could hear him sigh from the other end.
"i just had a nightmare... i wanted to make sure you're still here...."
he said quietly, my eyebrows scrunched up concerned and i stood up from my bed. i grabbed some ice cream (preferably chocolate) from the freezer and some popcorn, i compressed them using a remote device that allows us compress objects to a size fit to carry.

i opened my window and laid out a virtual hover board, i placed over a hoodie and jumped off the window landing on the board and found my way to jisung's apartment window. we were still minors and the company had a curfew so i had to sneak out, i knocked on the window quietly and jisung freaked out when he saw me waving at him with a goofy grin.

he opened the window and let me in, i engulfed him in my embrace as i stepped in his room and he buried his face on my chest.
"you're still here...."
he muttered.
"of course i'm still here."
i told him softly and played with his hair.
"i'm just scared that one day when i wake up.... you're not with me anymore...."

i shushed him and uncompressed the ice cream and popcorn, i let him sit on his bed with the tub of ice cream and he ate while playing a random disney movie. i cooked the popcorn in the microwave and poured us some orange juice before i went to him pushing a cart with the snacks. he looked at me as i sat behind him and laid his big fluffy comforter over us.
"you didn't have to do all this hyung....."
he said shyly.

i hugged his waist and buried my head on his shoulder.
"mmmhm, i couldn't sleep anyway... i wanted to make sure you're okay."
i said before placing small and soft kisses on the exposed skin of his shoulder and neck, breathing in his scent that smelled so sweet and addicting, his presence so warm and home. i wouldn't admit it, but maybe i am falling in love with jisung.

"snow white is fourteen and that prince is a thirty-one-year-old grown ass man! he can pass as her father!"
he complained in the middle of one of the movies we're watching and my jaw hung open.
"wait.... wHAT!?"

"i know! based on my research that's their age!"
he pouted finishing his ice cream and putting it aside, me just looking at how cute he looks and how puffy his cheeks are.

time passed by and we were watching princess and the frog during the kiss scene when tiana got turned into a frog, jisung giggled and looked at me who chuckled along with him.
"can you kiss me too?"
he asked and i looked at him with a playful smile.
"you think we'll turn into frogs or something?"
he laughed and shook his head.
"i just like it when you kiss me."
he said with a smile but soon blushed madly when i leaned onto him all of the sudden.

my lips met his that were so soft, tasting a bit of the sweet chocolate ice cream he ate a while back. my hand moved on it's own and placed itself on his neck near his cheek and slowly i placed him down on the bed, our lips still connected. he placed his arms around my neck and i was on top of him as our shared kiss deepened.

i bit on his lip softly asking for an entrance but he didn't seem to know what it meant, i swiped my tongue across his bottom lip and his mouth opened up a little letting me slide my tongue in his mouth and tasted more of the sweet chocolate on his own tongue. jisung's throat bubbled up a vibration and it left out a sound into my mouth, i felt a tug in the back of my stomach with overflowing sensation. i want to hear that sound more.

i kept exploring the younger's mouth, letting sounds out of him that sounded like music to my ears, the movie we were watching now clearly irrelevant.
we pulled apart and panted, i breathed in heavily and rested my head on his neck, laying myself on top of him feeling his chest rise up and down fast. he played with my hair till we calmed down a little.

( family friendly po tayo dito sa retrograde :DD )

we turned off the movie and i was about to leave when he stopped my hand.
"minho hyung.... please stay...."
he asked a bit anxiously.
"when i wake up in the morning.... i want you to be the first thing i see."
he looked at me and i smiled before laying down next to him, holding him in my embrace the whole night.
that's when i realized i wasn't just falling in love with jisung.

i was already in love with him.

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𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 :  𝟷𝙾𝟷𝟹𝟸𝙾

so quick tmi, my in life album came in the mail and i almost tripped down the stairs (i injured my ankle in the process) making sure no one else found out but my sister was like "mOM! SISTER BOUGHT SOMETHING AGAIN!" and i had to tell her to shut up but it was too late and my mom told me she doesn't want anymore packages coming in the mail bc of my impulse buying now i'm legit having a crisis on how i'm gonna smuggle that giant box of artist oil colored pencils i ordered last week without getting disowned.