I might like you
but who the hell knows?The thought of you and I makes me feel so alone.
I know you can't like me becuase I'm me.
But when your first reaction to me moving away, was not happy
Every time I think of you and I together, I cringe, but I still can't get you out of my mind.
My pencil has a mind of its own and you're the only one on it
It draws you without my consent. Making beautiful lines on the paper like heaven sent.
The picture of you reading is engraved in my mind. I draw it more than all the time
My heart throbs with you away. But who the hell knows. I throw the thought away.
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
What did you just say?
I'm so sorry but my heart fluttered away.
Your voice keeps ringing in my head. Over and over like a sad violin.
Playing games with you all night. I feel flighty. Not in a good way
But not in a bad.
Why can't I get you out of my head?

YOU ARE READING
Poems
PuisiThis is not a story!! This is a collection of poems that help me express what I'm thinking. I'm a trans man (ftm) and I like to write about it on here along with my mental health stuff. So have fun *****warning****** Tiggers May include: Depression ...