That guy you meet at the rail road tracks.Crying and weeping by a near by tree.
Thoughts like landmines.
Just trying to get them on paper.
You don't wanna get near him
You're scared what he'll do.
Maybe put all of his problems on you.
Thoughts that you force yourself to write.
Just to get them on paper.
Mind is numb and empty
Just wanna write.
He's so scary
Sitting there.
Silent cries.
Silent night.
The boy by the abounded rail road.
You're friends with him now.
You meet him there crying every day.
You never ask why.
You want to do badly
But you don't want too just as badly
Taken aback by his screams.
You don't even know his name.
You don't know what hes doing.
He's just screaming.
Where are you
Why are you here.
Get out.
Why aren't you here.
I hate it all
I hate everything.
Taken aback by his screams.
All words escape you now.
You're walking in clouds.
I'm here.
Get away
Please stay
I don't want you to go.
Why aren't you here?
Panic
Type faster
Run.
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run
Run

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PoezieThis is not a story!! This is a collection of poems that help me express what I'm thinking. I'm a trans man (ftm) and I like to write about it on here along with my mental health stuff. So have fun *****warning****** Tiggers May include: Depression ...