Circles--Shawmila (Complete)

All Apologies

Camila stood naked in front of her mirror and sighed, she looked good naked, she knew that but unless she wanted to arrive to her date with all the goods on show she was going to have to think...and fast.

Shawn would be picking her up in 1 hour and all he had said so far was bring the peach bikini...did that mean wear it for the date or did that mean bring it to  the date?

Shawn was 21, he was older, without doubt he was more experienced, in her 18 years Camila had slept with 3 men...she was confident in her body and her abilities but she couldn't help but feel less confident when she considered her target.

Jacob had called him a manwhore and he hadn't denied it, did that mean he had slept with double or triple figures?? Camila felt queasy at the thought of any man that had slept with a triple figure amount of women coming anywhere near her but then she thought of Shawn and all she could see was his hands all over her

The bikini was going in her bag, the lingerie was going on her body.

It was a first date, yes but she and Shawn had been building up to this for weeks so if the opportunity arose to get his clothes off, she was sure as hell going to take it.

Jacob had been fun, a distraction from the normality of life but his kisses had fallen flat, it wasn't his fault, her body just didn't respond to him but bring his brother into the equation and her body was like a live wire, desperate to be touched and provoked eager to give and receive whatever pleasure it could.

Looking through her lingerie drawer Camila tried to imagine Shawn's reaction to each outfit, his reaction to her bikini had been more than she could have ever dreamt of but to push past his brother and his mother's threats she was going to have to bring out the big guns

Picking up a sheer, mint green cami she held it against herself before closing her eyes and imagining shawn unwrapping her from it, it was hot, but it wasn't 'take you from your family' hot

Throwing it back in to the drawer she growled at how unfair life could be when you were a teenager with a crush. 6 months ago, her first taste of teenage love had dumped her completely out of the blue, she had slept with him just a handful of times and everything had seemed to be going great but 2 days after the split he was wrapped around Colby Jackson. Camila had swallowed it down and acted as though it didn't hurt but her pride had been dinted for sure. The attention from table 14 had picked her up at a time when he self worth was drooping and now, the thought of having him either on her or away from her hung like a pendulum around her neck

Black lace was held against her skin and then thrown from her in disgust, shear red was held up and then dropped, he was a player, a girl's guy, he would have seen all this lacy, transparent shit 100 times before... God she hoped he hadnt had sex 100 times before.

Looking at her naked body once more Camila wished she had the courage to turn up to the date in nothing more than a Mac, to use her witty character to catch his attention and then drop the Mac at his feet when he least expected it... Take that college boy and whilst you are at it, take me.

Beep! Beep!

Excitedly Camila reached for her phone, hoping it would be a message from Shawn giving her a bit more of a hint about the date but looking down she saw the last name she wanted to see shining bright on the screen

J. Mendes

"Fuck!" talk about a mood hoover

J. Hey, can we please talk???  🙏

Talking to Jacob was the last thing she wanted to do but Shawn had been clear, they needed to keep his mother off their back until they worked out if they were going to work out, so no matter how much she wanted to bleach her skin for ever having let Jacob touch her she was going to have to smile and play nice... She could do that, of course she could do that... Couldn't she?

C. Of course x

She laughed out loud as she imagined his face when he spotted the kiss.

Throwing her phone on to her bed she returned to her lingerie drawer and huffed at the fact she was running out of options before she had the chance to reach back in and pull out her final offering her phone beeped loudly again, again she hoped for Shawn but fully expected it to be his annoying younger brother and she wasn't left disappointed

J. I was hoping you would say that, look outside.

Grabbing her dressing gown and slipping it on she peeked out of her curtains to find one Jacob Mendes standing in her garden roses in one hand and a white and silver balloon in the other, the word 'Sorry' emblazoned across it

"Fuck!"

Shawn was due soon and she still had to choose lingerie, dress and then pack a bag. There was no way she could make it and speak to Jacob but he looked so lost standing there surrounded by his attempt at an apology that she knew she would have to deal with him first. Sighing heavily, Camila reached for her phone

"Hey, Camila, I'm just about to head over to get you. Are you almost ready?" Just the sound of Shawn's voice had her mind in her bed, his naked body draped all over hers but first there was an 18 year old possible stalker stood in her garden and she had to get rid of him so she could have her way with his older, hotter brother

"I have a slight problem..." she heard Shawn take a sharp intake of air but he didn't ask what the problem was he just waited for her to expand "So I was stood naked in my bedroom trying to decide on which lingerie to wear for our date when all of a sudden your brother is in my garden.

This time the intake of air was more of a gulp followed by a low groan

" Fuck, Camila... "

" Well I have to get rid of your brother first but then I will think about it" he could almost see her sexy wink from the other end of the phone line

"Do you want me to handle him?"

"No, he has roses and a balloon and shit so I better go down and speak to him, can you come over once I message to say the coasts clear? "

"Yeah, sure, but Camila..."

"Yes Shawn?"

"Put on baggy pants and the biggest t shirt you have, the good stuff is for my eyes only, okay?"

This time it was Camila that gulped, her entire body heating up with anticipation

The Cabello Garden

"What's all this?" Camila hadn't taken Shawn's advice, instead she stood in front of Jacob in black boy shorts and a black and white sports bra and immediately regretted her decision as he eyed her body greedily

"This is my attempt at an apology, and you should know I'm never wrong so this is really fuckin hard for me" Camila couldn't help but laugh as she took the flowers and the balloon from his hands

"This is nice but it's not really me you should be apologizing too"

"Well I would rather shit out those roses than apologize to that dipshit"

"Wow, and here I thought you had seen the light but no, this is just an attempt to get back in my good books no consideration for your brothers feelings at all" Camila felt the urge to throw his offerings back at him but then remembered she was supposed to be on her best behavior and the sooner she got rid of Jacob the sooner she could be 'on' Shawn.

"Okay, I accept your apology, I appreciate...these, okay? But I have to go I have something to do"

'And hopefully someone to do'

"Camila..." he took hold of her hand as she turned to walk away "I really am sorry for the way things are between us right now but I'm going to fix it... I promise, I didn't persue you for as long as I did to give up at the first hiccup, I'm going to do whatever it takes for you to trust me enough to call yourself my girlfriend"