Circles--Shawmila (Complete)

Lose My Breath

Stepping out of Shawn's car Camila grabbed her purse and fought to keep her composure.

The ride to the lake had been nothing but tense. Every word, every sentence seemed to hold some hidden meaning, she knew she was hot on Shawn, probably too hot if she was being honest with herself she just hoped he was feeling it too and she wasn't reading too much in to his words and touches

Throwing her beach bag over her shoulder, Camila straightened out her yellow maxi dress and the grabbed hold of Shawn's hand, refusing him the option of pulling away.

"So a beach date?" she asked, glad that it was at this desolate lake and not in the middle of a packed beach

"Well after I saw you in the bikini I had to work out how to get you back in to it"

"Bullshit" Camila stated "You had to figure out how to get me out of it"

Shawn squeezed his dates hand and tried to hold back a laugh. She was 18, she was by no means a child but she wasn't yet an adult either and here she was, the most confident, sexy female he had ever laid eyes on. She wanted  him and she wasn't afraid to let him know about it and that was as hot as hell

Stopping at his favourite spot, right by the edge of the water but shaded by trees Shawn dropped his bag, took out a blanket and placed it over the soft sand, offering Camila his hand and then helping them both to settle down on the navy blue fabric.

"Do you want to eat first or go for a swim?" his question was innocent, her answering look was not

"Depends whats on the menu" she drawled, licking her lips and letting her eyes slide down to his crotch

"Come on Camila you are killing me here, I'm trying to do this right"

Lifting a leg, Camila threw it over his waist so she came to straddle him

"Don't worry about doing it right, instead worry about doing me right" she dropped her lips to his neck as their centre's bore in to one another

"Camila this is our first date, we should be chatting, finding more out about each other, what we like and... " she bore her centre down hard on his and he struggled to keep control of his mind "uh... What we uh... W
what was I saying?"

"Ask me anything you like" she whispered in to his neck whilst continuing the slow, circular movements against his hips

"Favourite film?"

"50 shades of gray" she pushed down on to him hard as she answerd

"Favorite song?"

"Sex on fire" Again she ground her hips in to his as her lips reached up for his own, taking from him and giving to him all in one breath

"I know you know how to do this Shawn, you don't have to hold back, I'm not a little girl"

He let out a laugh and then placed his hands on to her hips, he felt her body relax as she thought he was following her lead but instead he gripped her waist tightly and lifted her from him. Placing a finger on her pout to prevent the tantrum he knew was coming.

"Date first, nakedness later"

"Pinky promise?"

"You go from hot to cute so quickly you give me whiplash do you know that" he chuckled whilst pushing himself to his feet "Now, I'm going to undress to go swimming, are you going to be able to handle that or are you going to try and jump me again?" he winked at her before ripping  his t shirt off over his head and taking pleasure in her reaction to her bare chest.

Getting naked with her, whenever it happened, was going to be so hot but he didn't want to live up to the reputation his mother and brother had saddled him with, he wanted to treat Camila to a proper date, a proper experience so she got to know him on his own terms instead of Shawn 'Jacob's brother' or Shawn 'the whore'.

"Where did you go there?" Camila asked, her eyebrows lowered with concern. Shawn just shrugged but his face told a different story and she knew she needed to lighten the mood at once

"Where ever you were was I naked?" this time their laugh mingled together and filled the early afternoon air

"So..." Shawn swiped his hand up in down in front of Camilas body and she bit down on her bottom lip to prevent herself from smiling like an idiot. "The bikini... I thought I made it clear it was non negotiable"

"Well there's a problem, the bikini is in my  bag" she tapped the cream cotton beach bag as if to highlight her point "The lingerie is on my body"

She heard Shawns breath catch in his throat and she felt the burn of pride as she realised how easy it was for her to get a reaction from this hunky, older guy

"I could change in front of you if you like or I could swim in my underwear, there's no one here to see it except you"

"You are out to kill me today aren't you... Did my mother put you up to it?"

"I'm talking about lingerie and you are talking about your mother??? That reputation of yours is bullshit isn't it? You're a virgin, you have to be" her voice was laced with laughter as she pouted in fake disappointment

Shawn took a step closer, his naked chest just inches from her and as his hands tangled in the material of her dress it was her turn to lose her breath.

"Let's see what's under here before I decide whether to live up to my reputation or not"

He was pushing her, testing whether she was all bravado or whether her actions would back up her words but he should never have questioned it because in a heartbeat she had pulled the dress over her head and was now standing in front of him wearing nothing but a neon orange lace bra and thong, pulling her hair from her ponytail she ran her fingers through it allowing her dark glossy locks to tumble over her shoulders and spill down her back

"Fuckin hell Camila!"

This girl had just officially blown his mind, her confidence, her chat, her bravado, her body...

'Date first, nakedness later, date first, nakedness later'

Shawn chanted the words like a mantra in his mind as his fingers burned with the need to touch her, his mouth wet with the need to taste her

'Date first, nakedness later, date first, nakedness later'

"Shawn..." he lifted his eyes from the lingerie just long enough to meet her very amused gaze but then he lost control of them again and they settled back on the thin, lacy material that was calling his name

"Shawn!" she clicked her fingers in front of his face and spoke more firmly this time and managed to break him out of his lingerie induced trance

"Yes Camila?"

"You're drooling" she said it whilst giggling and before he could respond she had skipped past him, headed towards the cool water of the lake and as he twisted to watch her go he got the most amazing view of her ass and knew there was no way he was going to be able to keep his hands to himself, lunch was about to be served and Camila Cabello had just become the only thing on the menu.

*I didn't write smut in to this because I'm not very good at it. I hope that's OK