sacrifices pt.2

summer break

i laid in my bed, thinking about tomorrow. i'm kind of scared.. what if draco doesn't show up, what if he hurts me know that he's a death eater? no, no. draco would never hurt me. he broke up with me for my safety, so why would he want to hurt me? this day has been exhausting. i hummed a tune and drifted off to sleep.

dracos pov
i couldn't sleep at all last night. i felt so guilty luring y/n into a trap. i'm just praying that voldemort won't hurt her. i won't let him.

y/n's pov
i woke up to the aroma of pancakes. i looked over at the clock on my bare wall; 6:00 am.
i stretched and shuffled out of the covers. i tiptoed down the stairs, still half asleep. i walked out into the kitchen only to reveal draco malfoy sitting at my kitchen table drinking a coffee. "w-what? draco?" i was so confused. why was he here? what is he doing here? draco whipped his head around to see me. he smiled, but i knew it was forced. "ah good morning y/n." my father said cheerfully.
"dad," i turned to him, "why is malfoy here?" i asked, pointing at malfoy.
"he owled you earlier, i forgot to give you it. but, i told him to come visit because i never got to meet him. i'm so glad you guys are togeth-"
"dad!" i fired. i felt guilty for yelling at him, but me and malfoy weren't together anymore.
malfoy coughed, "er- y/n and i aren't together anymore, sir.." he said, looking at me. "we're friends." he said. we've been part for days now, but his words cut my heart. we're friends.

dracos pov
i felt so bad saying those words. i could see the hurt on her face, but i couldn't admit my feelings yet. "yeah, yeah we're just friends. just..just friends that randomly show up at each others houses' without telling them.." she said, glaring at me. i shuffled uncomfortably. her father looked scared and went back to making breakfast. "how did you sleep, y/n/n?" i asked her, breaking the silence. i haven't called her that nickname in a very long time. he face softened and she looked up at me. "i..i slept well, and you?" she asked me, stumbling over her words. i smirked. i used to always smirk at her. amusement flickered over her eyes. she smiled and walked over to sit next to me. "i slept well." i answered, "do you still feel like walking around hogsmeade today?" i asked her. she gazed into my eyes and i remembered all the memories i had with her. our first date at the astronomy tower, our first kiss, holding hands, getting lost in each others eyes, walking around the quidditch field, sitting together on the hogwarts express, dancing in the rain, joking around with her, skipping class, sleeping in, planning our wedding, picking out our kids names... god. i miss her. i need her back. "yeah, yeah of course." she finally said. i shook my head away from my thoughts. "brilliant," i said with a smile, "go get ready now, i'll wait for you." i told her. she brushed her hand against mine, rubbing her thumb on the top of my hand. she got up from the table and skipped upstairs.

y/n's pov
i can't believe that just happened. are we-? are we getting back together..? i smiled big. it wasn't a fake or forced smile, it was a real heartfelt smile. i missed him so much.
i got up from the table and skipped upstairs.
i wanted to wear something cute because i wanted draco to want me back. (LMFAOAO😏)
i dug through my drawers only to find malfoys jumper. i forgot i put it on the bottom when i unpacked. i grabbed a collared shirt for underneath. i pulled on a pair of mom jeans and looked in the mirror. right now, i looked exactly how i looked on my first day of school. i slipped on my white keds and dashed out the door. i was so excited to go on a date with draco again. er..maybe it wasn't a date..but it was in my mind. when i reached the bottom step, i saw draco staring at me in awe. his jaw was dropped and his eyes were wide. "like what you see, draco?" i asked quoting himself, "i know i'm hot, no need to stare though." i said, winking at him slyly. he smirked and held his hand out.