[𝐒𝟐] 𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐬; 𝐁𝐢𝐠 𝐇𝐢𝐭 𝐄𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟎 : 𝐁𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠

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A month has passed and things have been pretty great throughout the month. I've been busy for the pre-comeback recording.

I've been busy recording live performance, this and that. I've been busier than any other Big Hit artists.

One thing that was the best during the whole month was, I was invited to KBS News 9 to be interviewed live on television.

I mean, I always go to KBS what more when it's the small concerts that were hosted by KBS but I've never went to their newsroom and it was exciting for me.

I was invited over because of my amazing achievement at the GRAMMYs. BTS were invited too but different days.

Things were pretty great. I haven't told anyone about my pregnancy. Kept it to myself. Only Bang-PD, the board members and Jae-hyuk knows about it.

Well, some staff who swore to keep their mouths shut. Imma kill them if they leak it out. Mr. Son, our choreographer also knows about this.

I've started to have these weird cravings and I get so emotional. But the cravings are damn, I find it so annoying.

I texted Dr Kang if it was safe to have sex during pregnancy and she told me it was fine. So, I've been feeling so horny these days.

Like dude, I would call Jin in the middle of the night and ask him to come over to my apartment, just for sex. Like what the fuck.

We would sneak out of practice for like 15 minutes just for sex. My hormones are really fucking annoying.

I would be crying over a sandwich that Jin finished. He was like so frustrated why I was like this. Like so emotional but he assumed that I was having my menstrual.

Things were a lot more annoying and frustrating than I ever expect. I would sweat so much and the boys will be asking me, why am I sweating so much.

Luckily, my boobs aren't getting big now. But based on Jae-hyuk who had already had three kids, my boobs will get bigger by the third or fourth months.

But I was lucky that my morning and evening sickness has lessen because I have medications. I'm taking folic acid as one of my supplements.

I have a lot of weird cravings and I've been holding it all up. I didn't want to spoil myself. I need to take care of my body.

I didn't tell my parents about this yet too. They've moved to South Korea. We're all in Korea now. No more distancing.

Well, yeah, a little. They are around 2 hours driving distance. They have been exploring South Korea pretty much this one month.

We usually get together on weekends for dinner. I would go to their house on Saturday afternoon and go back on Sunday morning.

When we get together, I would ask mom how being pregnant feels. She told me when she was pregnant with me, I was a real kicker.

When I was about 7 months in the tummy, I would start kicking and my mom would feel pain because of my kick. I laughed at it.

She also told me that she had a lot of cravings that made dad give up. That's one of the reasons why dad and mom doesn't want to have kids anymore.

My dad needed to find a Korean store or restaurant to find my mom's craving food. If not, mom would lock dad outside the house until he could find the food that mom wanted.