[𝐒𝟐] 𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐬; 𝐁𝐢𝐠 𝐇𝐢𝐭 𝐄𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟕: 𝐖𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐀 𝐉𝐮𝐝𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐒𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲

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[20th of June, fast-forwarded]

I don't know how many times have I sighed today. I haven't opened my phone from midnight until now. I glance at the clock and it's already 3 pm.

Just when the clock went 00:00, I posted three photos on my Twitter account. The first photo was a photo of Seokjin and me that was taken yesterday morning.

We kinda have a maternity photo shoot. I was wearing a maternity dress that shows my bump and Seokjin was in the picture, hugging me.

That was the first photo and then the second and third photo was a handwritten letter which one is in Korean and another one in English.

I archived some of my posts on Instagram and made my Instagram public after that. I posted the same photo on my Instagram account.

Throughout the day, I just stay in my music studio with Hora and Zoe. I was scared. I was scared if the fans will hate me and leave me.

I'm scared if ARMYs will hate me and throw malicious comments at me. I'm scared that the hashtag Mia is over party trends again.

Now I regret everything. I haven't gone out of my studio this whole day. I just order food delivery for breakfast, lunch, and maybe in a little while, dinner.

I lay on the couch while looking at the ceiling. Hora was sleeping beside me on the floor while Zoe was beside him. I sighed again.

"God, damn it," I mumbled and get up from laying down.

"I'm fucked up," I murmured.

I sit on the couch while rubbing my belly. I'm currently 19 weeks pregnant. My belly is everyday growing rapidly.

I need to wear dresses all the time. I can't wear pants anymore. Well, I have a few maternity pants that I bought, it helped a lot.

God, just give me the strength and braveness to open my phone to look at what the public says about my pregnancy. I'm just praying right now.

While I was putting my hand on my belly and just closing my eyes, I heard someone keying the password to my studio before the door opens.

"Mia," I heard Jin's voice.

I open my eyes and look at him. He was holding some plastic in his hands. Looks like food. Damn it, I promised myself to not eat before dinner time.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him softly as he closes the door behind him.

"Jae-hyung told me that you didn't come out of your nest the whole. Thought that you were sick," he said as he approached me. I smiled.

Nest. The nest is the other name for my music studio. Mia's nest.

"I'm just tired. I didn't get enough sleep last night," I said.

He approached me and stood in front of me. He put the plastic bag on the coffee table and bend down. He smiled and kisses me.

I pulled him to lay on the couch and I get on top of him. I sit on top of him and he chuckles.

"You're pregnant and whenever you're horny, I really can't process that," he said.

"I'm not horny," I said as I furrowed my eyebrow. He laughs.

"Ah, I thought you were," he replied and laughed. I folded my arm on my chest. He laughs and gets up from laying down on the couch and hugged me.