[𝐒𝟐] 𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐬; 𝐁𝐢𝐠 𝐇𝐢𝐭 𝐄𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓𝟒: 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐮𝐥

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❝ it's a word meaning "sky, heaven, ether or sphere ❞
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───── ❝ july ❞ ─────

as i walked down the stairs, there were a few cars parked near the convertible stairs that were connected to the huge gigantic and noisy airplane.

"annyeong hasibnikka," i greeted the camera was already waiting at the end of the stairs when i came down. i smiled and waved towards the camera before getting into the car.

when i entered the car, another camera director was already waiting for me. he was sitting in the front seat with a camera in his hands.

"ah~, we've finally reached Italy. it's really summers here and as soon as i exited the plane, the heat was crazy. i meant – it was really hot," i said as i was making myself comfortable on the car seat.

"we're here in Italy for the music video shooting. this is crazy. this is our first time shooting a music video in europe and it's a new thing to me,"

the driver of the car drove away from the airplane and head towards i don't know. maybe our hotel or wherever the staff was going to.

"while i was in the airplane just now, i can see the clear blue-green deep and beautiful ocean. the beach was beautiful and the buildings from the higher place were unique," i said.

"i'm going to be here in Italy for 7 days. god," i sighed and said, "i'm gonna miss the twins so much," i pouted.

this didn't bring the twins with me because i'm going to be busy and it's going to be boring for the twins because i can't really spend time with them.

in addition, they needed to get vaccinated again if they are following me to travel. so, the twins are staying at their grandparent's house for ten days.

jin is coming back to seoul on the sixth day i'm in Italy. at least he's coming home and i hope the twins won't be searching for me.

when i left for the airport, i guess the twins can guess that i will be leaving and they cried really bad that i came to the airport quite late because it was saddening that i had to leave the twins.

i was tearing up and my heartbreak when seeing them crying from inside the car. hearing my own sons' cries really breaks my heart.

eomma had to restrain and hugged them from running towards me. in 2 or 3 months, the twins will turn 2 years old. they have been living in this world for 2 years. can you imagine it?

i've been having twins for 2 years. it's amazing and it's crazy at the same time. they are already my big boys. they can easily run here and there.

"jinjja, my heart breaks seeing jun-seo and jun-ha crying just now. i thought i didn't want to go to Italy anymore or just bring them along," i said to the camera.

"god, that was so hard to let go of them," i mumbled and look out of the window.

The ride became all silent since I prefer to look outside the window. Looking at the beautiful buildings and the view of the city.