𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗆𝖾, 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝖾. 𝘺𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘣𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘺𝘶

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〔19〕
SOOBIN'S POV
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∘ ─── 🌠༉─── ∘

"no. i love you, beomgyu.."

silence.

i can't move where i stand.

and like me, you also can't believe what you heard.

i looked at you.

didn't realize that my tears are starting to dripping down in my cheek.

i'm crying.

i felt my heart shattered into tiny pieces.

right, i really have no hope.

he loves you.

and you love him too.

the feelings are mutual-

"i'm sorry."

i stopped thinking when i heard you speak.

you're still crying.

with a smile on your lips.

but what your eyes say is different.

you're sad.

you're hurt.

you're definitely not happy.

"s-sorry? for what?" yeonjun asked you.

you held his face and smiled even more.

i noticed your face slowly leaning closer on his face so i closed my eyes.

i sighed.

and then i was about to walk away when i was stopped by what you said next.

"i'm sorry, jjunie.. but i-i don't love you anymore."

i'm surprised.

i felt my heart beat faster.

"w-what.."

"my feelings for you have changed. i don't love you anymore, i love someone else."

"a-a-and who is that?"

i want to run away from there so i can't hear your answer but i can't move my feet.

i don't want to hear your answer.

i don't want to be hurt anymore.

because i can no longer deny to myself that i already love you.

romantically and not as a best friend.

i don't want to cry anymore.

because i'm really just your best friend.

and that is all you can give.

that's all-

"soobin, he's the one i love yeonjun."