Sentimental Journey

487 5 2
                                    

A/N: Yep, y'all know what time it is~ it's the second smut chapter so please give me feedback.

[Eugeo POV]

"L-Look, I know out of all the occasions we can do this, it would be better that we do it another time... but whilst we have sex I manage to forget everything, and I'm sure it will make me forget about what just happened... I don't know about you though..." I waited silently and nervously for Kirito's response. He stared at me with his eyes a bit widened, and I knew he was thinking about it.
"Damn it Kirito, do you want to fuck or not?" I blurted out without realising. It took me a split second to realise what I'd said to him, and covered my mouth for a moment. "S-Sorry. I'm just really nervous."
"Why are you nervous about having sex with me, Eugeo?" Kirito responded suddenly.
"Eh? No, it's not that, it's the appropriate time tha-" Without giving me time to react, he launched himself at me like a loyal dog would launch itself at its owner when he comes back home after a long day at work, wrapping his arms around me and walking back, making both of us fall over on the bed. I was on top of him, and he made a smile at me, one that told me everything's OK.
"If having sex is going to make you forget this... then we may as well do it."

"Eugeo... I promise that I'll save you. I'll save you from hurting yourself, and all our friends will help me. Remember that you're valued to a lot of people, even if it's not your parents anymore. If they don't love you now that they know you're gay, so be it. But don't let them take over your mind. You still have Asuna, Alice, Klein, all our friends... and me." His short speech made me feel a lot calmer, and he said every word as if he'd already forgotten that he'd caught me trying to kill myself. His lips touched mine and he closed his eyes, waiting for me to open up. I did, and our tongues touched once again. This time, I let Kirito win dominance as a way to force him to forget all the bad things about me. It was his first time winning and I bet he thought it was great. Saliva started leaking out again but we didn't mind at all, we savoured this kiss greatly. The kiss felt the most different out of all the ones Kirito gave me too; not only was it just a kiss of pure love and affection towards me but it was one which signified that Kirito will always be there for me, no matter what happens. Kirito... is my protector, my guardian angel.

I felt the blood rush to my member, nearing the end of the kiss. I knew Kirito was finally turned on too, as his brushed against mine again. I breathed out a bit as he rubbed his dick against mine continuously, knowing I loved it. Immediately I knew the roles had been reversed, as Kirito was being way more seductive and teasing than last time, most likely because he knows what it's like, and I was just accepting what he was doing to me. I didn't mind the role reversal as since this was just our second time having sex it was still a new experience for both of us. The top of both my nipples were pointing out through my shirt at Kirito, just waiting to get sucked. He looked at it for a bit then decided to go for the sweet spot near my collarbone first, planting small kisses down my neck until he got to the sweet spot and sucked hard. I moaned out a little, realising I'd let down my guard since I was in a mental breakdown a few minutes earlier.

It's gonna take more than that to satisfy me, Kirito.

Slowly he started removing my clothes, starting with my cyan shirt and lobbing it behind him. His smile had turned into a devilish one, mirroring the one I made when we had sex for the first time. I didn't realise he was staring at the the scars I'd made on my chest. They were littered and spread everywhere. When realisation hit, I swivelled myself around so that his back was facing Kirito, keeping him in sight of the corner of my right eye. His smile disappeared.
"Eugeo...? Is something wrong? Do you want us to stop?" His left hand reached for my back and stroked it.

"You... you saw my cuts, didn't you?"
"Haha... and you said you would forget everything that happened. I don't think you look bad with those cuts if that's what you're thinking." I gradually turned myself around, my mind not so sure about what to tell me.
"Th-thanks..."
"In fact, you look... kinda cool with them, it makes you seem like you've taken quite a few hits."
"Baka! You know where they came from!"
"Sorry... so do you want me to keep going?" I silently nodded, a tiny bit annoyed because I'd reminded myself of my self inflicted wounds. It didn't take long for me to forget them however, as Kirito wasted no time on undressing me so then he could see my hard-on which had grown a pretty big size by now. Kirito violently unzipped my pants and pulled them off, his eyes glued onto the obvious bulge he was getting closer and closer to. I felt my erection twitch twice, while Kirito put his evil grin back on and took my underwear off, leaving me naked. I was expecting a blowjob by how turned on he was, but instead he wrapped his fingers around my dick and slowly moved up and down, making me tense up everywhere because of how slow he was going. I felt pleasure from the moment he started, and soon enough I was moaning.
"Kirito... go faster, baka... Kirito... agh..." He definitely loved the way I was talking, and in a short while I was starting to climax. My toes curled, and I started to feel hot. The face he was making when he was teasing me like that, and the slow speed he was going made me want to release it already, but I let him have a few more seconds of fun before I wasn't able to hold in the white fluid that was so desperately wanting to come out.
"K-Kiritoooo...!" I shot out the fluid, some landing on his hand and some landing on my chest. I breathed quickly, unable to move a muscle. It was really hot and I felt like I would faint.
"Hey, Eugeo. It's way too early to feel tired," he said really quietly while taking off his own clothes quickly. "I'm not done yet..."

[Kirito POV]

I was extremely turned on, even more than the last time we had sex. The fact that Eugeo just let me wank him off without interrupting me made it obvious that he would let me fuck him, and oh boy was I ready for that. I couldn't be bothered getting off the bed to look for the lube, so instead I told Eugeo to open his mouth, and he licked my fingers, eating his own cum. I took it out and held one of his legs comfortingly, before putting one finger in. There was no reaction. I put another in and went up to his prostate, making him moan. From that point I'd thought the last time we had sex wasn't his first time, because it hella hurt when he put a finger in me. He smiled, knowing in a few seconds my dick would be up him, and I grabbed his pale legs, putting them on my shoulder and putting ourselves in the same position as last time. I could see Eugeo's cute face as I fucked him.

Slowly, I put my member in his entrance and went slow on him yet again. Even though it was meant to be a tease, he seemed to enjoy it and didn't tell me to go faster, but naturally I sped up anyway. Each thrust made him breathe out, and soon enough I continuously hit his soft spot every time. Eugeo kept moaning, and it made me just want to cum so much more. He's too precious when he makes sounds like that. His legs tensed up and so did mine; I could feel them getting harder. I thought of a way to get Eugeo turned on again, because I thought we could last longer. I saw his white fluid sitting on his chest. I've never ever thought about eating cum before, and I really didn't know if it would have taste at all. But I did it anyway, for Eugeo. I slowed down my thrusting pace, and leaned down to the bottom of his chest where most of the cum was, and I didn't want to seem nervous in front of him, so I got a decent amount in my mouth. Eugeo moaned some more and I sat back up, increasing my pace.

I thought it was supposed to taste horrible and bitter, it definitely seemed like that when I had it in my mouth for a bit. However, it was actually alright if you're really turned on. I didn't swirl it, I swallowed instantly, a small lump forming in my neck.
"Is... is it good, Kirito?" Eugeo asked, smiling. I nodded, starting to feel immense pleasure. I shut one eye, and started moaning loudly with Eugeo. My thrusts were hard and rapid, trying to keep this great feeling inside my body for as long as possible.
"Eugeo, I'm gonna..." My own speech was drowned out by how good it felt. I released my fluid into Eugeo, keeping my member in him for a few more moments before taking it out, some cum leaking out. Both of us panted and gasped for air, and I held Eugeo's leg as he was going to get up to clean everything.
"I'm not done yet, Eugeo..." I whispered.
"Eh...?" I took the chance while I was still turned on, and started licking in and around Eugeo's entrance. He moaned again while I collected every last drop of cum in my mouth and swallowed it, not giving myself any chance for the taste to return. It was quick, and I raised my head to look at him again.
"I... I liked that, Kirito..." There was a short sigh of relief coming from me. I finally let him get up so he could go clean up.

When it comes to smut chapters I know what to write and I have a clear image of what I have to write without even having to plan anything. Is-is that a bad thing...? Because I usually start running out of ideas when making completely story based chapters... I don't know, smut chapters are easier to write for me, and I don't know if that's a bad or good thing and frankly I don't want to know...
At this point we've reached 14 chapters, so I might start thinking about closing the story off at around chapter 18-20, depends on if I feel creative enough. I set a goal for around 16 at the start, and I guess if I'm raising my own expectations that's good. I would have made this story a lot longer but obviously school is getting in the way, and I know you'd all understand that. From where I'm at I might probably make another short yaoi story like this in the future but before that I would have to make my story writing skills much better than what it is now.
-Æsir

Optimasolaris (Kirito x Eugeo AU)Where stories live. Discover now