" She was supposed to be replacement a mere replacment"- Kim taehyung
" He's the biggest mistake of my life but I don't regret it" - Kim jisoo
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And so with the sunshine and the great burst of leaves growing on the trees, just as things go fast in movies, I just had the conviction that life was beginning all over again for me.
yup, I was falling in love again. if it is true that there are as many heads as there are heads, then there are as many kinds of love as there are hearts.
the love which I and tzuyu had was a soft innocent love, two high scholars who fell in love, and to be honest none of us ever thought about a future or a happily ever after. we were just busy living the moment. someone once told me never love that which you can not keep. I just wished someone would have just told me that before l met her.
she became the best part of my life, my morning coffee would tasteless without her by my side as we would walk into our classes, my lunch useless for my growling hungry stomach if it was not her who would give me the first bite. I know it sounds super cheesy and clingy but what would you expect from two school students.
but just like every story has a moral or meaning to it our story also had one. the moral of this story is that no matter how much you try, no matter how much you want it...
some stories just don't have a happy ending.
just like that our story ended with a moral so deep, feelings so deep, pain so deep, and just memories of her left with me. she left me cold and vulnerable, I won't feel hunger or sleep or any emotions. that's when I decided I don't need anyone else in my life. I don't like depending on people because people leave all the time. because at the end of the day all you have is yourself and that has to be enough. that's what I did I pushed everyone away from me my family my friends my memories about her.
true friends are never apart, maybe in distance but never in heart.
that's what jimin and jungkook became to me.
I tried pushing them away too hell I even fought with jimin but these two dumbasses never left me and helped me stand up again. that's when I decided not to let anything bother me. I started living life my way as I wanted. sleeping with every other girl in different weeks, clubbing and partying all night. at least it became a distraction to me from thinking about her.
don't get me wrong I knew what my duties were I did my best studies to run a business. but I never cared about feelings. it was just fun for me and that's how I became the playboy of the country.
but dear, there is sun after rain and love after pain.
of course, this behavior was not going to help me my father made a condition before giving me the presidentship of our hospital. I always wanted to help people and became a doctor but coming from a business family it was my duty to take over the business. but according to dad, I must marry first to get to the hospital like that will stop me from my behavior.
when Mr. Kim came asking for help for his company I got everything I wanted. I knew Mr. Kim had a daughter around my age so I asked him to marry his daughter to me to which he accepted as he wanted money.
that day when I was leaving my office after confirming the deal with Mr. Kim I saw something at the book store or rather read something which is still stuck in my head.
it's been almost 3 months since my and jisoo's marriage. we have been together just for a few days but she has captivated me within these days easily. both of us knew that none of us was supposed to fall for each other;
but the things which are supposed to happen will happen no matter how much you try to avoid them.
just like that here I am thinking about jisoo who I call my wife with every single thread of my mind and body. everything about her is hypnotizing me her voice is not like all other girls that husky voice of her melts my heart and give my mind a soothing relief which is unexplainable in words
"what are you doing to me jisoo?"
my mind got interrupted when I got jimin's call.
one of the happiest moments in life is when you find the courage to let go of what you can not change.
after jimin's call, I sure was jealous more than jealous that my wife was going out with some of her friends who I don't know but a part of me was happy and satisfied that I have found the answer to my question.
what was it that she was doing to me?
it was love.
I was walking away from the worst and saddest chapter of my life and moving into a new one.
it was a new beginning.
"trust the wait .embrace the uncertainty. enjoy the beauty of becoming . when nothing is certain anything is possible."
so this is what the quote meant. my new beginning is here . my new life and motto is her.
" boss we have found a location on him . his location is close to mamm right now ."
no, the friend it can't be
"macro get the jet ready. we're leaving . it's time we do some important things back home."
" yes boss."
I'm coming jisoo wait for me.
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as he closed the book of his old life,
sighing relief as he finally let go
he craved a path to a new beginning
writing new chapter
the uneasy feeling of change soon faded away
and for the first time in a while, his soul felt free.
