" She was supposed to be replacement a mere replacment"- Kim taehyung
" He's the biggest mistake of my life but I don't regret it" - Kim jisoo
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many things have been happening since that day. we were right sehun Oppa was not so innocent .apparently he did come to our hospital to meet me but he didn't know about my marriage. as soon as he knew that I was tae's wife he started planning to kill me.
why? we don't know yet. The next thing which I learned was that tae knew I helped Jennie to run away. but he didn't try to stop her. why?
The next shocking thing yoongi Oppa who was tae's partner was none other than Jennie's yoongi. I just knew that he was yoongi but Jennie never introduced him to me. Jennie knew everything about this mafia thing and was cool with it as much as I. The only difference I was the wife of the leader.
sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I never helped Jennie?
how would my life be I listened to sehun Oppa and ran away with him? what would have happened if I had signed those damn divorce papers?
I wouldn't have survived without him. he's all answers to my questions, the remedy to my tragedy, and the clarity of my insanity. yes, we are insane because no love story is simple for people. for every other person, every love story is insanity.
I love all the roads we will walk together, I love all the sceneries we will see together,
I love all the questions we will shyly ask each other and all the answers .
I love you in all those memories.
since that day everyone one of us has been busy. jennie's at our house so that I can look at her while yoongi is busy. apparently, tae and Jennie have become really good friends. tae started saying things to people he never expected him to say. he started to apologize, he started to say thank you and he said I love you to me every day and every chance he got.
I started doing something I never expected I would do. I started training shooting, fighting and even helped tae with his work sometimes. of course, he was against it at first but gave up as I now know how to tame him by my stubbornness.
these days I prefer storms more than silence. at least they prove that someone is there, they prove that even the sky screams sometimes. you can tell how dangerous a person is by the way they hold their anger inside themselves quietly, and now I know exactly how dangerous my husband is. I have seen him killing the punching bag every morning. he's so stressed right now that I'm not sure about does he even have lunch or time or not.
we though leave for the hospital together daily, he always leaves to his apartment daily. it feels like the time when we were away for 2 months and me not knowing anything about him. the only difference now is that I know where he is . he comes home late sometimes and I know it when he slides into our bed hugging me from behind, while the other times he just sleeps at his flat and I meet him when I reach the hospital.
one thing I'm sure of that he's doing everything for me, for our future and safety but the thing is I miss him. I miss his scent, I miss his morning kisses I miss everything. it feels like we're drifting apart while trying to run behind things that are not in our hands.
"that's it I'm going.".
I decided to go to tae and bring him back. whatever it is he can solve here. I come back home as sitting at the hospital was hard and useless for me. I changed into something casual and took my keys again to go but as soon as I open the door my eyes met his and it felt like all the fire inside me was vanished within seconds.
"tae--"
before I could finish my sentence he hugged me tight while taking us both in and closing the door.
he is both to me, my smile keeper and my pain killer.
"I missed you tae." "I know you did Jisoo. I did too. that's why I'm here. I'm sorry I felt like we were drifting apart because of my stupid stubbornness to follow some things. I'm sorry ."
"tae it's ok I know you and I trust you. I was missing you damn much that's why I was about to come to get my husband. Mr. mafia gives me freaking husband back."
"ok Mrs mafia your husband is here but please give me back my doctor Jisoo, this one is scary."
" tae did you find anything that you were--"
" Jisoo you don't need to worry about it we will look--"
"tae we decided that we're in this together. please tell me ."
"yes, Jisoo you were right. something is up. Jimin has gone to confirm it---"
"tae, Jisoo sehun---sehun is--- sehun is the one."
in the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take.
