Destiny

23

We reached a beautiful rooftop restaurant at 9:45 or something. I was able to see the entire Seoul from there. But surprisingly it was empty which I later realized that he rented the entire rooftop for us. we ordered our dinner and started eating. 

no one spoke a single word just the sound of spoon and forks hitting the plate were audible. other than that no one was starting to speak anything. 

nothing is scary than screams from within in silence. 

and I was hearing screams from all over but they were just inside my head. I have never been so much into anyone's life matters but I want to know all and everything about him. 

"Jisoo----I need to tell you something." 

 "I'm listening tae."  

"We should get divorced jisoo." 

absence can do two things to love.

make it stronger, or allow you to believe it never existed.

"why? give me one good reason why should I sign those papers?  tae tell me everything which you're avoiding from telling me. then I'll decide whether to sign it or not--" "

Jisoo I'm not a perfect man. I have my demons which haunt me at night, I have people who want me dead any moment and would do anything for that, I'm not someone who will give you a perfect life Jisoo. you will always have to be worried about me and my--" 

"LET ME DECIDE TAE WHAT I WANT. NOW YOU WILL START TELLING ME EVERYTHING AND THEN WE WILL TALK ABOUT THIS."  

"Jisoo ---" 

"tae-- please. I was the one who decided to marry you. let me be the one to decide to leave you."

"I was in high school when I met Tzuyu, my first love, my first girlfriend, my first everything. we meet when she transferred to my school during sophomore year. she was the only one to talk to me other than Jimin and Jungkook. we started dating by final year and we were really in love with each other. two small high school students who are madly in love with each other I know sounds cliche but it was my life. 

she was my life. I never imagined myself living away from her."

"so you want to divorce with me and go to her?" 

"she's dead Jisoo. 

tzuyu died because of stomach cancer. and I couldn't do anything I let her die. why Jisoo? why didn't I do anything? we had our hospital then also?  if i  would have been a little more concerned and  concentrated on her while she was in hospital then-" 

"stop blaming yourself tae. cancer is not in our hands. even if I am an Doctor I'm scared of cancer. stop blaming yourself-" 

"she was killed Jisoo. 

she was KILLED SO AS TO SELL HER REAMINING ORAGNS ILLEGALY. "

"How do you know that?" 

"I started to visit that hospital days after her death just because I could feel her presence everywhere. one day I heard some doctors talking about the payment they got from giving her the wrong medicine because of which she died without any harm to her internal organs so that they could sell it to the mafia who is very famous in this thing.