Destiny

24

they called him dangerous, but he was my safe. 

people are right when you're in love you start believing others and look at everything with a different view. the world becomes different for you. the last few days after we and tae confessed to each other went really well. we started living like a real married couple. I shifted into tae's room as he had a bigger room. we have breakfast, dinner every day together. we go to work together and come together. 

he waits for me every time I'm busy or I wait for him to get off work when he's busy.    we're actually living the best life. on weekends he takes me on dates to wherever I want to go or sometimes we just chill at home playing video games which I always win. we even end having lunch together sometimes while we're at the hospital either in his office or somewhere out. Tae is truly concentrated when we want to do something. he's still trying to look for who's behind the kill threat to me. to be honest I should be scared as hell because I'm not someone who is of this world. 

I do play many video games but I still get scared when I have to treat any gunshot or murder patient. but I'm not afraid when I'm the one who is about to get killed by someone I don't know. this is something taehyung has awakened in me. I'm ready to face any danger for him. some days ago I visited his flat and was shocked to see everything. there was a surveillance a whole surveillance room.

apparently, jimin and jungkook know everything and are taehyung's partners. while hobi Oppa and yoongi Oppa who I met at the wedding are the heads of security and technology respectively. Marco is tae's special man and he trusts him very much. I met him 2 times but he doesn't speak or care unless it's important. it was Friday and I decided to take a leave. I wasn't feeling too well and was having morning sickness for 3 days. 

I told tae that I'm feeling like going to work today and luckily he agreed. if I would have told him I'm not feeling well he wouldn't have left me alone. and I needed to be alone while doing this. 

most of our weekends went into bed as me tae became too intimate while watching movies. no one of us can handle the sexual tension created between us and we always ended up doing it. after the sickness and my late period, I felt like confirming whether I'm pregnant or not. to be honest I'm scared right now as I hold the test in my hand hoping that it would be negative. we both love each other but bringing a baby into our life right now will make it complicated. I want to enjoy my time with tae before deciding about a baby. 

my thoughts got interrupted with the ting sound of the test which showed negative. thank god I'm not pregnant yet. "I guess it's the bad stomach." 

 I cleaned everything in our room and went to the kitchen to make something for myself. staying at home is really peaceful but it's boring at some times. I keep eating when I find nothing else to do. so now I decided to make some ramen for me while I watch a nice movie which Lisa and rose have been telling me to watch. 

jennie's pregnancy is going really well. she's 3 months pregnant now and is the most dramatic pregnant woman I have ever seen. she is keeping yoongi on his foot 24/7. I really pity that guy sometimes but guess love makes people do things they never really guessed they would. 

in the middle of my cooking, two hands were wrapped around my waist which I would recognize even in a room full of darkness. 

"you need to stop doing that Mr. Kim." 

"I won't stop doing it, babe. and are you really telling me what to do huh? babe, I'm a freaking mafia people are afraid of me ."