Destiny

22

the little things mean the most.

true some times a little thing or a little incident is enough to make your day better can make many things in your life clear. mine and tae's little moment was disturbed by Jimin at the door.

 I burst out of the bubble and came back to my senses. 

yes, I love taehyung. 

oh my god, why didn't I realize this earlier? the moment our lips met it felt like some part of me that was missing since year came back to me. I found my clarity. I found the answer to my questions. while Jimin and Tae were busy talking I told them that I need to go meet Lisa.  

yeah I know they both have left but I needed to get out of here. after hearing it Jimin was surely confused as he knew that they are not here but tae said ok. I guess it's easy to fool my husband. why does this word still give me shiver? am I deep in love?

 I went to my home the one which I bought while I was a normal doctor. it felt empty and for the first time, it was haunting me. I thought it might be because of the silence since no one's here. so I went and sat in my room. again same it was the same as usual I didn't change anything yet but still, I can't find the silence I came seeking.  this room would make me forget everything after a rough day at work or anything but why isn't it giving me the same comfort now? 

why is my mind going back to tae's warmth, his smile, his touch? why?  

my thoughts got interrupted by his call. 

"yes" 

"I'm going to the hospital now. want me to pick you up ?" 

"you're coming to work. why? take rest didn't you returned today?"

"no babe I'm ok. want me to pick you? "

"yes, I--I---I'll tell Lisa and Rosie now and meet you outside." 

"hmm ok, I'll be there In 30 minutes." 

"ok" 

tae came earlier than expected but I was waiting at the door just after his call. I couldn't sit in my room anymore. I checked everything and went straight to stand at the door. I need to tell him. I don't care whether he likes me or not but I need to tell him. this time I wasn't zoned out in front of him. I saw him enter through the gate with a small smile on his lips while he was driving. 

"were you waiting for a long time?"

 yes since 2 months. 

"no, I just came out. why are you alone?" 

"then who do I usually go to the hospital with other than you?" 

"einstein I mean why are you driving where is the driver?" 

"he doesn't know that I'm back yet actually no one knows other and you and Jimin." 

"oh ok." 

again silence. unintentionally  I found myself staring at the image beside me. how can someone look this good while driving? hell, he looks good while doing anything. how is this possible?