Die

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by icedcoffee_nyx

by icedcoffee_nyx

Tears started to fall down
I can't control myself, Im starting to drown
As my smile fades away
I start to go away.

Cutting my skin with a knife
Knowing that i will loose my life
At night as I laid
I decided to sacrifice myself in a trade.

My eyes started to turn red
As I cry all night in my bed
I want to run away
But sadness won't let me go away.

Trying to explain my side
But I always end up hurt inside
As the rain starts to fall
Depression inside me starts to grow tall.

I tried to explain but everyone left
I tried to tell my side, but everyone pretended to be deaf
I started to die mentally
But no one cares, so they throw words to me deadly.

Blood started to scatter at my wrist
To die next day is at my planner list
I decided to cry at the rain
So no one would notice my pain.

I'am physically alive but mentally dead
One of these days, I'll hang myself in a thread
Believe me, I'am not telling a lie
Because my friend, I'am starting to die.

shori ngayon lang naka pag update hehe, this is poem was created last 07-29-19