A POET'S HEART

LOADING SCREEN

And this time my heart is aching while the the screen is loading. I am scared to death what would it display after it was loaded. Thousands of messed up thoughts in my mind and "Will my heart be able to bear that or should I stop my eyes from seeing what it will display after it was loaded?" is the conflict that made my whole body sweat, may be I am just too nervous.

My mind recalled everything that happened five years ago, it was indeed the opposite of the situation I am facing right now. Earlier,I just saw pictures of us filled with love and they never failed to make me smile wider and brighter.

Yeah, years back, we met each other, instantaneously, without even knowing how time passed, we shared a great bond of love and care. You know, that bond was unbreakable and no one would just believe that we will ever replace each other.

Those times I was blind in love, didn't know that a bond can change over time and one day,it would just break leaving you in pieces but on the other side, you will be replaced by someone else in that one person's heart who gave you a exceptional place always and also promised that it was forever.

My heart still can't believe what's happening now, or what he did to me and where did all go wrong.
It's today when my friend came to me with an expression of pity. When she was coming towards me, I could sense that there will be some heartbreaking words coming out of her mouth. I could bear everything but not of him and I breaking up totally, not just that. She uttered, "Do you know what I just heard from him?" Okay,then I felt my heart beating faster. "What?", I asked. "He is together with another girl and suggested you to forget him because they are a forever one leaving no chance for you both."
Oh, dumb me,I pushed her away adding that don't fool me with these words. Later in the evening, she came to me again telling she's gonna show me something to make me believe it's true. I broke out crying saying that I don't wanna see such heart aching photos. But she asked me too see it so that I can finally believe and hate him for replacing me so soon after breaking up. And the reason of our break up was nothing else than just some misunderstandings and he went away without giving me a chance to clear them. May be, he really wanted someone else and get rid of me as soon as possible. We went to his instagram profile and clicked on his recent post. Lol, Internet sucks here and it's taking time to show. The screen just loaded all of a sudden and boom, I saw him and his new girl kissing each other in the post captioned as "You're my forever".

And my heart is broken, feeling the pain physically.