Wow. 18's already here. And turns out that I'm more ready than I thought I would be. But I just wanted to leave some words before I leave 17 forever.
When I turned 17, I wanted this year to be the most mentally, physically and emotionally deep year of my life. And looking back on everything, I can say that I've done just that. I've learned a lot. I've learned how to live with being myself, to laugh at myself when the time is right, and to love myself completely. All of me. I've learned more about the emotional and mental spectrum.
I've nearly conquered every question I've asked myself this year. I guess that some questions just aren't meant to be answered.
I've made so many new friends, and met the love of my life (I love you all so much!!). I entered 2020 hoping that we could grow together, and I'm very happy to say that we did.
So, what's my final bit of advice while being 17? What do I have left in the tank before I'm 18? Well, I have one last thing. Think and feel to the best of your ability. Once done, all of the doors in life to the path you've chosen will illuminate, and they will shine bright for you. There's still one thing I haven't done this year: cry. I haven't cried at all, even when I feel like it. But, it's too late. The bell is near it's final ten minute ring. The curtains are preparing to close. The roses are being thrown as the crowd chants, "Encore!" The standing ovation is mine, and I am standing center stage, taking a bow.
But before I go, promise me one little thing.
Ready?
Cause the final ten minutes of me being 17 are here.
And after that, it's too late.
Promise me that whatever happens, in this life and the next, in any case, locally and globally, whether minor or major, you will keep fighting the negatives. And you will win. This is our fight. Promise me, and I'll be right behind you. Cheering you on.
Thanks for the continued support. Subscribe to my new youtube channel: Circu Beats
Follow me on Instagram: @allrosesfadetoblack @circu.beats. Also add me on snap @stay.lit17. I love you all so much. Never grow up faster than you think. Slow down, enjoy life. It's one of the most beautiful things in the world. Be blessed.
~From John, Johan, and Circu~
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