I got up, took a shower, got ready and headed straight to the hideout. It was around 10 a.m.
When I arrived, Sunwoo was in front of the gate, a cigarette between his lips.
" Well, someone's early " I said.
He looked surprised to see me.
I had not told anyone I'd be back, so that was understandable.
" Want one ? "
" Sure, thanks " I grabbed his pack and lit up a cigarette.
We stood silent for a couple of minutes before Hyunjae arrived with Chanhee right behind.
" Hey there, look who's back ! " Chanhee hugged me.
" Good to see you too guys, life was getting boring without you all ! " I smiled. " We'll join you as soon as we're done ! "
" Cool, see ya ! " Hyunjae waved as they entered the corridor.
The atmosphere didn't seem as awkward anymore. It felt good.
" So what's bringing you back ? " Sunwoo asked.
" Running away from my problems isn't gonna fix them. "
" Oh so now I'm a problem ? " he said on the defensive.
" That's not what I said. My thoughts are the problem, and the only way to sort them out is to face you, Jihoon, and everyone else and get this shit together. "
I crashed my cigarette and went inside.
I think I regretted letting go of Jihoon, a caring, loving and selfless man because of Sunwoo, who was as equally mean as he was before I told him about my feelings.
I was also sad because he couldn't take his two friends dating and be happy without his selfish ass causing problems, and that he was the reason we couldn't date anymore.
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song recommendation : idk if I recommended this already but : wishlist - txt (it reminds me so much of old One Direction or 5 Seconds of Summer songs and I love this feeling so much)
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