Seeing Her

Chapter 14

Authors Note: A little MGK for you😉
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Billy's POV:

"God your so fucking beautiful"

My smile dropped and right now I much look like the fish with my wide eyes and gaping mouth. He thinks I'm beautiful?

No he can't he's probably just saying that. But why would he do that? To see me get hurt? Gets my hopes up?

I guess Adrian could tell that I was thinking because he grabbed my cheeks with both of this hands making my lips puff out just a little bit.

"Billy listen very carefully. You. Are. Beautiful. Babygirl god your the most beautiful thing I have ever laid my eyes on. Everything about you is beautiful. Please believe me baby"

He sounded so sincere and when I looked into his eyes their where so many emotions I couldn't even name some of them.

But one stood out more then others a look I've never received before. What is that? I believe that he believes I'm those things but that doesn't mean I believe I am.

I looked down and mumbled an okay before taking his hand and lightly hovering it over the water watching as fish come up to touch his finger then swim away.

I giggle as I remembered the fish from FindingNemo touching "the butt" then swimming away. You know before Nemo gets taken of course.

I look over at Adrian to see if he was enjoying the fishy's as much as me but he was already staring at me.

"W-what?"

"What're you giggling at little one?"

"It r-reminds m-me of Finding N-Nemo w-where they t-touch the b-boat" he let out a soft chuckle and a shiver went down my spine. Am I cold? No, weird..

I like his chuckle was so deep just like his voice I want to hear him laugh I bet it sound even better. No silly Billy don't be weird. I blushed at my own nonsense thoughts and looked down.

I trace patterns on the water, enjoying the breeze, the sunlight, the silence as much as I can before going back to the Smiths.

Goodness knows that I won't feel like this later but I'll  enjoy as much as I can get right now. I feel at peace with Adrian here, if only I had Ruby with me she'd love to see this.

Ruby I like to think is a piece of dad, that way he's always with me, Ruby's my bestest friend even before Starr and Nessa. She's been with me since the beginning of my journey with the Smiths.

"What's on your mind baby girl."

I thought about whether or not I want to tell him. What if he makes fun of me? No he wouldn't do that, but how can I be so sure? Goodness my brain hurts.

I want to be able to talk to him so much but it's just so hard. It would make this so much easier that's for sure. In all honesty I don't think I'll be able to handle the torture from him too, I'm not sure why though.

"C-could we c-come h-here a-again?" Their that's fine for now. Yeah good job Billy.

He smiled at my question a full smile. He has dimples too!! They make him look even better if possible. Without thinking I giggled and poked one of his dimples.

His eyes snapped towards me and he smiled more to where his eyes crinkled. He gently grabbed my finger gently and kissed the tip of it just like the fishy's did. I blushed but another giggle slipped past my lips.

"J-just l-like the f-fishy's!" He chuckled and shook his head mumbling too cute. Blushing but pretending I didn't hear it I turn my attention back to the fish.

"C-could I b-bring R-Ruby w-with us n-next time?"

"Who's Ruby baby" it took him a second to reply I wasn't sure why but I didn't think anything of it.

"My s-stuffed b-bunny"

"Of course you can baby I would love to meet Ruby"

Wait what? No laughing? No making fun of me? No calling me names? He's not weirded out?

Maybe he isn't like the Smiths. I mean Nessa and Starr my best friends are like his family from what I heard and they're amazing.

He's already done so much for me and been their for me more much more then I deserve. Maybe he does actually care for me. He didn't care that I wanted to bring a stuffed animal with me, he actually wants to meet Ruby!

"Alright baby I think I've stolen you long enough let's gets you home"

"O-okay" I don't want to leave. But of course I'm not gonna say that out loud and I know if I stay any longer Mr. Smith might be mad.

Adrian stood up and motioned for me to take his hand to pull me up. I looked him in the eyes and placed my hand in his, my face gave a tiny blush as I remembered the first time we met.

He pulled me up and went to take my hand away but he only squeezed tighter and pulled me along to his car. Opening my side I say thank you am get in buckling while watching as he gets in on his side.

I hate that I stutter so much, it shows how weak I am every time I open my mouth. I wonder if Adrian minds my stuttering? I didn't think much of it as Sweet Creature came on the radio.

I squealed lightly to myself looking out the window watching the world around us as I started to hum the song. And I unknowingly starting to sing along.

"Sweet creature, sweet creature
Wherever I go you, bring me home
Sweet creature, sweet creature
When I run out of road, you bring me home
You'll bring me home"

The song came to an end and I looked over at Adrian but he was already looking at me with his mouth hanging open and his eyes wide, then a smile overtook his face.

"Princess that was incredible! You have such an beautiful voice!"

"I s-sang?" My face felt like it was on fire, how did I not know I was singing?! Momma and daddy are the only ones who have heard me sing.

No ones ever bothered to listen and I've always been to shy and insecure to go out their. I felt my chin being grabbed but I wasn't scared. The touch was gentle my eyes turned and I was able to stare into those memorizing eyes.

"I'm not gonna lie to you babygirl your voice just made you a perfectly perfect angel that I'm so fucking glad to have found" now it was my turn for my mouth to be open.

He took a glance at my lips and closed his eyes for a second.  He slowly let go of my chin opening his eyes which are a little darker then before.

"You should probably get inside babygirl before I can't resist myself anymore"

My head snapped to my house, I didn't even realize we were home. Wait what does he mean by he can't resist himself? Resist from what? I looked at him confused and was about to asked but shrugged my shoulders.

He got out and opened my door for me,  before he did the unexpected.

He hugged me.

I froze for a second then I hugged him back maybe squeezing a bit too hard. But can you blame me? He feels like a teddy bear, I'm gonna miss him and I have to home. To the Smiths.

I felt a kiss on my head before he pulled back.

"Bye little one"

"B-bye Adrian"