Seeing Her

Chapter 24

Authors Note: Happy thanksgiving guys! I hope y'all eat good and gain a few pounds😘
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Billy's POV:

Waking up with a pounding headache is something I've come accustomed too but that doesn't mean it isn't any less painful.

Waking up in Adrians room is very very unusual. Why am I here didn't Addy drop me off home? Was Mr. Smith beating and carving into my stomach just a dream?

However when I tried to sit up I instantly fell back down as a burning pain shot throughout my abdomen. It wasn't a dream. Oh my god momma!

Forcing my self to sit up and ignoring the pain as best as I could but I guess it was too much as I tried to stand.

I accidentally let out a small startled cry of pain and not even a second later Adrian shot through the door his hand holding something in the back of his pants. Looking around frantically and seeing nothing he immediately relaxed sighing his eyes landing on me.

"Baby what are you doing? Your going to hurt yourself more! Lay back down baby okay?"

"I c-can't, g-gotta find momma"

"Baby your mom is okay I promise you, she's at my.. family's doctor right now, you can visit her as soon as the doctor says it's okay alright? I promise you"

I was hesitant I wanted momma now. I guess Addy was right, but I don't wanna be here alone with him right now. What if he asks me about what happened?

What am I supposed to tell him?

The truth?

Nope, nuh uh, I can't tell him anything I finally found someone who doesn't find me gross, I mean he was going to kiss me!

But if he finds out the truth he's going to find me disgusting, repulsive and pathetic just like everyone else. I can't risk looking him too.

I won't I don't want to, I don't think I'll be able to handle that pain.

Adrian came closer and helped me lay down sitting on the edge right next to me.

"Tell me what happened baby" a small shiver ran down my spine, his voice was still gentle but also stern and final making it known that it wasn't a question.

I didn't want to lie to him I hate lying, so instead I didn't say anything I looked down slowly grabbing his hand and started to play with his hand and fingers with both of mine.

After a moment he turned captured both of my hands in his one giving it a tight squeeze then let me continue.

"Baby I know it's hard, okay I do but you have to tell me"

"I c-can't"

"How about first you please tell me why you can't, you trust me don't you?" Not hesitating I nod my head.

"Okay so first step, if you trust me how come your having a hard time telling me what's going on"

"I.. I don't wa-ant y-you to leave me-e too"

"Babygirl I'm never going to leave you! I've been hooked on you the second I laid my eyes on you, no matter what you tell me would make me leave you. Princess you could have killed someone and I wouldn't even consider looking another way. We all have things that scare us baby I've never told anyone this before but I'm scared of things too. I'm scared to loose you either."

"I h-have no re-eason to leave"

"I have my demons too Babygirl, a dark side and I'm very scared that once you find that side out your gonna be scared of me and not be with me anymore. I PROMISE you I will not leave you if you promise not to leave me."

Once he finished he held out his pinkie, causing a smile to form on my face the first time since I left him the other day.

Wrapping my pinky around his Addy gave it a little squeeze kissing my pinkie, a small giggle escaping my lips

"On my 9th b-birthday my d-dad past away in a car a-accident while he was drivi-ing home to momma and m-me, that's where I got Rub-by she was in the car with him-m. When I t-turned 11 mom-ma was doing r-really bad f-financially, we were going to loose e-everything and momma couldn't r-risk someone tak-king me away from her. W-Which resorted her-r to marring Mr. Smith, a-and even though momma d-didn't love him right away s-she did car-re and knew those feeling-gs would appear as -ttime went on. Ac-cept when they got married and we m-moved in with them things c-changed very very-y fast. Mr. Smith at first w-was just doing things to mom-ma beating-g her.. r-raping her, but with Stella c-constantly complaining in one ear-r about me and his alr-ready short fuse he started to... h-hit me too. He's never touched me l-like he had momma no-ot in that way. That's also-o why I had no f-friends before the Starr and Nessa came to scho-ol, Stella made sure no o-one would come near me or s-she went after them too, Mr. Smith and Stella c-couldn't risk me t-telling any one."

"Can you tell me what happened at lunch the other day when Stella took you to his office?"

"He.. c-chocked me and told me if an-ny of you guys found out he'd h-hurt Nessa and Starr and even you g-guys and I can't-t let that happen oh my god oh my god oh my god w-what did you do Billy, s-stupid Billy stupid y-you shouldn't have said anything stupid B-Billy now everyone's in danger because of yo-ou."

"-ly! -illy! Billy!"

My eyes snapped to Addy's, then his arms that were on my shoulders from previously shaking me to back to his eyes.

"Don't ever call your self stupid do you hear me? We talked about this before haven't we? Baby no negative talk about yourself please." I didn't say anything just nodded but quickly said okay when he gave me a small stern look.

"No one is EVER going to touch you again, they'd have to get through me first and trust me Babygirl that's not easy to do. But baby what they did to you, the things they said, what he did to your body was not your fault, your not any of those things. If you say you trust me you gotta trust me on that because that if what I truly believe. Your perfect."

When he mentioned that Mr. Smith had violated my body, he slipped his hand under my shirt lightly rubbing my patched stomach. Every time his fingertips touched my skin sent sparks and tingles throughout my body.

Staring into his eyes for what seems like forever I light traced my fingers on the outline of his face, but once I realized what I was doing my face got red and I started to pull my hand away but Addy grabbed it in his making my hand cup his cheek his hand over mine.

Then his lips were on mine.
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Ahhhh!!!!
Your welcome😘