Seeing Her

Chapter 35

Authors Note: hey guys I honestly don't know how much I'll be posting I'll do the best I can but rn this hasn't really felt like a priority to me and I haven't been as motivated, I'm still struggling and coming up with context has been hard. I hope you enjoy the chapter and I promise to keep trying my best♥️
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Billy's POV:

"Billy I'm so incredibly in love with you"

The words just kept repeating in my head over and over again.

It didn't seem real.

It felt like a dream.

I mean I know that he cares for me he's showed that much and he had asked me to be his girlfriend but love?

The only other man who ever has said that they loved me was my father.

Does he really love me? Me out of all the people in the world?

Someone pinch me.

"-by"

"-aby"

"Baby come back to me love"

I felt his thumbs on my cheeks moving away tears I didn't even know were coming out.

He was straddling my hips since we're laying down in bed still and was leaning down his face less then a foot a way from mine.

How the heck didn't I feel his hands on my face?  Or that his FREAKING BODY and his obviously hard.. buddy from our recent activities was pressed against me.

If my body wasn't already on fire it certainly would be now and I couldn't stop myself from subconsciously wiggling my body causing Addy to squeeze my body with his thighs.

Now that I was focused back on him I'm speechless.

It still amazes me how much his touch effects me and now this man.. the man that I've fallen in love with tells me he loves me too?

I can feel my face heating up even more at the intestacy in his eyes as he looks at me.

All of a sudden he cracks a smile and shakes his head and immediately negative thoughts started to run wild in my head.

Why is he smiling and shaking his head? Is he playing a joke on me? Did he not mean it when he said that he loves me?

"Babygirl are you trying to let me down gently or just torturing me cause you love me too?"

A sob escapes my mouth when I say

"I was speechless okay, Addy I love you so much"

Pulling my head up to meet his he crushed my lips in a short but devilish kiss.

His tongue immediately asked for entrance and instead of trying to fight for dominance as he started to suck on my tongue only slightly rough as he lapped, ran and circled his tongue around mine.

Pulling away he wiped the remaining tears off my face.

"Why're you crying beautiful?"

"Because your the only man that has said that to me since my father, and now that I'm hearing it, especially from you.. I just love you so so much Adrian that it hurts, I don't care if it isn't healthy but you're all that I think about, I never want to be away from you, I'm always craving to be in your arms and to feel your touch in any possible way, to hear your face, to look at you and I couldn't have imagined anyone else to be with to experience all of these things I can only do that with you I only want to do that with you".