Duality |Postlude| Jikook/Kookmin

Chapter 4

Jungkook

"W-What?" Jimin's eyes widen and he gestures to himself. "Gay for me?"

I laugh, grabbing his hands. "I'm gay in general, but what you're saying isn't wrong. The truth is, I've known for a long time. Sometimes I was a little dense or in denial. I mean, I was the one who kissed you, was I not?"

He nods slowly. "That's true. But it was just a peck. I thought you were just being nice because I was hospitalized." Jimin bites his lip.

"Jimin, do you want me?" I ask, coming closer as I darken my eyes. "Or was I just the cute underclassman you liked to tease?"

His eyes lock on my lips. "Would you be upset if I told you that I wasn't just teasing? Because it's honestly kind of shameful."

I close in on him, my lips brushing against his ear. "There's nothing to be ashamed of, Jimin. I'm happy to hear that."

"J-Jungkook, what are you doing?"

"Can I have you?" I ask, fully aware that his ears, neck, and hips are just some of his weak spots.

He pushes me off him. "Stop being a dork. Ask me out like a normal human."

Rolling my eyes, I laugh at his flushed cheeks. "Do you want to be my boyfriend, Park Jimin?"

"I don't know," he muses. "I think you're too innocent to keep up with me."

My jaw drops. "I can give you fucking birthday sex, Jimin."

"Jeon Jungkook! Watch your mouth!" He smacks me and I grab his hand, pinning him to the bed.

"I'm twenty-one years old, Jimin. I think I'm perfectly able to talk about sex. I'm not a kid anymore." I look him over. "I've wanted to fuck you since I was eighteen, so it really feels like it's been long enough wait, don't you think?"

Jimin pushes me off of him. "Control your Jungcock. We aren't even together."

Pouting, I cuddle into his side. "I feel like this is your sadistic way of getting back at me for pushing you away when I was younger."

"Maybe so." He parts my hair and kisses my forehead.

My eyes fall closed. "You know I wasn't really pushing you away for good. I was shy and young. And I wasn't sure what I was feeling until you asked me whether you should go to Juilliard or not. The truth is, that I wanted you to stay."

"I would've stayed." Jimin turns to face me.

"Yeah, I know. That's why I told you to go. None of this would have happened if you stayed with me. You wouldn't be happy and you wouldn't be the star you are today." I stroke his blond locks, admiring his face. "And sometimes, I pushed you away because I wanted to know if you were serious. I couldn't tell if you were joking. You scared me, but like I already said, you no longer scare me. Being with a guy isn't scary if you're the one I'm with."

Jimin presses his lips to mine for the first time ever, causing the air to leave my lungs. Usually, he's a lot more cautious, gaging to see if I'll be the one to close the distance. He's always been so gentle with me like I'm made of glass. But I want to show him that he doesn't have to feel so responsible for me. He doesn't need to feel bad about anything because we're both adults and he hasn't forced me into anything. Jimin has been nothing but patient with me, even when it was silently killing him inside. I want him.

My hands find themselves in his hair and on his waist as I deepen the kiss.

"Jungkook," Jimin says huskily, hot breath fanning against my face as he looks at me with his eyes hooded with love and lust. He looks adorable and sexy, submissive and dominant all at once and I suck in a breath, shakily sitting up with my back against the headboard to see what he wants.

Eyes dangerously dark, Jimin crawls into my lap and straddles me, forehead resting against mine. My hands slip under his shirt to massage his hips skin-to-skin as I take in his appearance. Groaning, his head falls backwards to show off his Adam's apple as his lips part and his hands grip my shoulders roughly.

I stare in awe at the man before me. Everything about him seems so pure and sinful at the same time. I yearn for my camera, wanting nothing more than to have a photograph of Jimin at this moment.

The blond's head rolls back into place sensually and he brings his lips to my neck, kissing it slowly. My hands continue their movement as he slowly licks the area and begins to suck.

"J-Jimin," I moan, my grip on his waist tightening as he moves to my jawline.

He pecks my lips, his expression once again innocent. "You're so cute, Kookie. Of course I'll be your boyfriend!"

My jaw drops and I whine as he gets off me. "Jiminiiiiiiie, that's not fair."

"You need to take me on a date first."

"I've taken you on many dates!"

"An official one! And more than one. I don't put out on the first date. You're my boyfriend, not my fuck-hole, Bunny."

Scoffing, I pick him up and hug him. "I'd top."

"Nope. You're younger."

"Ageist! You're smaller and prettier."

Jimin gasps loudly. "Jeon Jungkook, how HETERONORMATIVE of you! Assuming that my feminine qualities mean that I have to be subservient to a man! Poor womxn! They shouldn't have to put up with this shit!"

"I'm gaaaaaaaaaay." I whine. "I don't want heteronormativity. I just want you."

"Then be a good boy and help me move in."

Smiling, I pick him up again and take him to the entrance so we can collect his luggage. "Okay. You don't have to keep your things confined to that room. Your guitar can go in my recording studio if you want."

He nods. "I'm surprised that you aren't making me move into your room."

I shrug. "I mean, I sleep in my closet, so I wouldn't expect you to sleep in my bed."

"Jeon Jungkook!"

Ignoring him, I put together Lala's cat tower and put it in the corner of the living room and place her bowls in the kitchen. When I fill her water bowl, she appears and quickly starts drinking. "Awww, Lala."

Jimin shows up and pokes me. "I'm done unpacking. Play with me."

"I'm playing with the cat."

"Lala is my cat. I'm your cat. Play with me." He pulls me away from the feline and into my recording room. He has our Switches out and he rolled the desk chair from my room in so that we can both have a seat.

Smiling, I hug him from behind. "Do you want to stream with me?"

"Mhmm. We should stream Animal Crossing." He leans into me. "But you might wanna cover up your hickey before we go live."

"Hickey?" I look in the mirror. "You little shit! This is your fault!"

Jimin scoffs. "You enjoyed it." He pulls me into the bathroom and starts to apply makeup to the area. "Plus, I was just putting you in your place, Mr. IThinkICanHaveMyNameTattooedOnJimin."

Laughing, I bare my neck for him. "I'd leave it visible, but everyone would think Tae did it."

The blond's eyes darken immediately. "You're mine."

I nod, petting him. "I know, Jiminie."

Author's Note: Lmao. Should they actually play ACNH next chapter (yes, the answer is yes)? Also, Jimin is such a little shit. Oml. He still teases Jungkook too much. Jungkook is gonna snap one day.

How do you feel about the chapter? Do you think Jimin will try anything during the stream?

Make sure to take care and love yourself as best as you can.

With lots of love,

-BBM