losing myself to my bodies desire

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The next few days was a living hell for type, he was thankful the vampire wasent there, but was also pissed that he wasent. He started to see the blood containers so he knew the vampire wasent going to come in. Type didn't understand why he wasn't going to be there, this was all his fault.
The half breed started to think of the vampire has a coward, however if he was there type didn't know if he could hold back from asking.
So far, he was able to take care of it, when it went to its height but what helped him through it was thinking of that vampire and what was said that first day.
If he didn't think of them, he wouldn't be able to cum, it made him even more angery.
Be Friday, he wasent overally sensitive but once this phase was high, he couldn't control himself and went into the shower to take care of it.
Coming out, he looked to the floor, to sign.
4 fucking days and that shitty vampire hasent been here! This is all his fault, if he didn't turn me into this thing......I wouldn't be going through this but.....
Type placed a hand to his forehead to rub.
Why..... Am I wanting him to be here? This.... Really is for the best. If he were to be.....
Looking to the side, type looked to the bed, wishing tharn was there.
He turned his head back to pinch the bridge of his nose.
This......fucking phase..... Is really starting to piss me off! You don't want him to be here! It's just you want him to.....
Type turned his body to lay his palms down flat to the top of the dresser to hand his head to take deep breathes.
You just..... To care of it.... Don't think of him..... Just fucking stop......
Taking a long deep breathe, type moved back to grab some clothes to down on, to go to the bed to sit to the edge, to lean forward to grab the tray to bring it to him.
Consuming and slow, he eyed the blood containers. He was also missing being fed by the vampire.
Signing, he stood to then turn his head to eye the back of the door.
This..... Isn't fair..... Why are you not here? You need to take responsibility for what you caused!
Type turned to take one step forward to hang his head, eyes darted.
Type....... It's only because of the.....phase you are wanting to be near him...... If you go.... What are you trying to accomplish?
Type gritted his teeth.
He.... Did this to me.... Won't tell me anything about what is really going on with me...... Then for four days he's being recluse.....I want to know why.
Type lifted his head up to nod.
That is what I want..... All..... That I want..... Nothing physical is going to happen....I..... Just need to know a few.... Things....
Types eyes darted, he knew in the back of his mind this was not entirely it, but he couldn't fight anymore, his body, it was starting to become a losing battle.
Stepping forward, he turned the nob to take a deep breathe in to then open the door to then go find the vampire.
To his office, type looked about confused.
Where..... Is he? Where...... Would he be other then he? It's hours before his slumber so I highly doubt he would be in an room so....
Turning, type took a step back.
A vampire came in, to look to type, to then go to the desk to gather some paper work.
Type eyed them to take a deep breathe in.
"Um..... Excuse me...... Do you know where...."
"He is in his work place, creating his glass. If you leave, turn left, go all the way down, go to the spiral stairs to your left, then go through the brown wooden door, that's his work place."
Types eyes dated to then turn to go.
The vampire strightened up to watch him go.
You..... Really need to stay to your room.....I am happy I can restrain myself..... But.....oh how I wish to have sunk my teeth into that half breed.....
Shaking his head he looked down to gather the paperwork to part.
Type went the way that vampire said to stand before the unfamiliar for.
What...... Am I doing? I..... Shouldn't be here..... But..... My body.... Won't fucking listen to me......
Type took a deep breathe in.
Get your answers then go back to your room and wait this out. All matter of will power.
Taking his hands up he pushed the door open to then go inside to turn to see the weighted door closed behind him.
Hearing a loud noise, he turned his head to see the vampire, sitting before a large cut glass, cutting.
Type gulped to then go forward.
Staying a foot away, type looked to the glass. He had never seen his creations like this. It was beautiful.
Turning off his sander, he looked to type, to stand.
"What are you doing here?"
Types eyes darted.
I honestly don't really know.
Clearing his throat, he turned his head, to look over tharn, his body froze, lips parted, his heart raced.
Tharn was wearing a silver vest, under was a long sleeved shirt that was rolled up to his forarms showing his pale white skin, also 2 buttons are undone.
Tharn furrowed his eye brows.
"Type?"
Type shook his head to come back, to turn it eyeing the glass.
"Um...... Why.... Haven't you've been...."
Tharn smirked to lightly chuckle.
"Mmm...... Your wanting me aren't you?"
Type signed.
"No! Just......I don't like to fed.... From the containers but to.... "
Tharn looked to his glass.
"Right now........ Deal with it until your phase passes.'
Type turned his head to look to the vampire.
"Are..... You not coming back till....."
Tharn shooked his head to keep looking to the glass.
"Right now...... You are not in control of your body..... You should know..... How lucky you are, being a vampire and going through this..... You have no idea...... It's a constant thing, you at least have breaks. I..... Know you'rll probably ask and...... Even though I wish you would...... It is on the border line of being forced and i will not do that to you, so for now...... I'm going to stay away from you. You have 26 more days. You should know, if you have sex, it'll make it that much worse, masterbation will not help you. So..... You should turn around and....."
Type stepped to tharn, he turned his head, there eyes darted..
"So..... You are a coward then! You..... Made me like this..... You knew I would go through this and you said nothing until the day of...... That's.....bullshit! You need to take responsibility for this......"
Tharn raised an eye brow.
"You want...... Me to...."
Tharn then slowly raised an hand to try and take it to his cheek till type grab it and wrap his hand around his wrist.
He then looked to type.
"I don't want it....... But I think we both know.....I need it...."
Tharn shook his head.
"You are a fighter type..... But once we engage in sex, nothing will help you, I'm going to stay away, think what you will..... Now let go and....."
Type then Brought his other hand up, to his chest to then push him. Down, to his chair, tharn looked up with furrowed eye brows.
"You may think..... I'll want it..... After this time..... But I know I'm stronger then you think..... Just..... This one time..... You.... Owe me that...."
"Type..... I've been through this.... No matter how strong you think you are..... When you feel the height, you will need to have sex, and only that. I know you don't want to have it with me, if you still so after this puberty phase I will give it to you any time you ask but for now...."
Type then went to tharn to sit, to place his hands to either side of his face, feeling his phase start to rise.
"Damn it vampire! This is not the time for you to act so..... Noble or be a fucking gentlemen..... I'm..... Not asking......"
Type then took a hand down, inside tharns pants to grab at his member.
Tharns eyes widen, type breathed heavily.
He was trying to fight against this but his body wouldn't listen, his mind and body was disconnected, type needed to have sex with tharn, he couldn't stop that desire any longer.
"I'm.......fucking taking it you asshole corpse! This is your fault!"

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