I won't live without you

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Placing his hands, to the desk, kaketo turned his head slightly.
Don't look to him..... Don't.....
Tami cocked his head to the side to scoff.
"This behivor of yours is pure childness."
Pushing himself away from the door, he went to kaketo to wrap his hand around his wrist, to turn him about. There eyes darted, first side to side then up and down.
"I've had enough of this, pack your bags, your coming home"
Tami started to pull kaketo, to the center of the room, kaketo took his hand away to push him away. Tami looked to him with widen eyes.
Kaketo turned to grit his teeth.
"That...... Place..... Is no longer my home.... This is....... I'm.... Not leaving...... You need to leave before tharn....."
Strightening himself, tami walked to kaketo to place a hand to his throat to go to his ear. Kaketo kept his arms to either side of himself had tami lifted his head.
"How dare you say that to me. Your home is with me. Now..... Stop this foolishness and."
Flexing his jaw, kaketo grabbed tamis hand to toss it to the side. Stepping forward he went to the window, to place his back to the wall, arms wrapped about himself.
Tami looked to kaketo, gritting his teeth.
"My true home...... Is no longer with you tami..... I've..... Had enough..... These last 100 years has taught me...... You don't really love me, you use me...... Make me..... Do things I do not agree with, I've had to.... Watch you flirt with others, try to go to bed with them......I..... Can't do this anymore...... You need to go before tharn finds you here and kill you."
Tami narrowed his eyes.
"How..... Can you say such things to me..... You know I love you...... Only you..... We have been together for the last 300 years kaketo! If I didn't care for you, I wouldn't have taken you, wouldn't have endured that punishment I retrieved by my family, I would have really slept with them, made you be part of it! I have been protecting you from our kind, there has been so many after you! But I've stopped them all! You are mine and mine alone! You have no idea, how much I want to kill that one vampire woman I saw you touching! I told you never ever touch another but me!"
Kaketo gritted his teeth, to tense, he hated making tami made.
"You....... Do not fully understand the meaning of the word love tami."
Kaketo turned his head to eye tami.
"You have still used me to get ahead, used what I can do to make..... Painful toxins or sedetitives to move up in this world. You..... Flirt and on purpose....... Does it make you feel good that it pisses me off to no end, makes me fuming mad jealous! If I didn't stop you everytime, I know you would have fucked them tami! You don't love me, you saw what I could do and then you just took me...... Knew I..... Was like you...... So you used it to your advantage...... Took me...... Away from......"
Kaketo turned his head to eye out the window.
Tami stepped to kaketo to look to him.
"You didn't love her kaketo.....I saw that.... Heard it...... Don't you dare try to make me believe I took you away from the love of your life! You were more then happy..... That I took you from that fake idyllic excuse of a farce life!"
"Your right.....I didn't love her......I...... Loved you......... That life..... Was a farce.....I am happy you took me away from it..... But because of you...... Juliet didn't turn..... Hated vampires..... And now I'm taking care of her decedent's...... But..... After how you have been.... This last 100 years......"
Kaketo turned his head to eye tami.
"I wish...... You didn't turn me....."
Tamis lips parted to hang his head to look down.
Kaketo looked him over to then turn his head to eye the window.
"I've..... Never really..... Told you..... My past before you...... Even my first time..... Was with two men...... Every time after that, I didn't make love.....I was forced into it..... My parents knew what I was....... They had men..... Rape me..... When I was human and when I turned......has long has i stayed silent and was there perfect little child, those times would lessen, however..... When I was bad....... You don't want to hear the horror stories I have kaketo......"
Kaketo  darted his eyes.
Tami looked up, to place his hand to his cheek.
"It was only, when you came into my home...... How I saw you..... Take care of someone you didn't love......I knew..... If I could get you to fall for me....... This could be my life for all eternity.... For if you took so much care for her, then if I can get you to fall I knew it would be a million times better then what I saw....I needed to have someone like you with me kaketo......I still need you....."
Kaketo took his hand up to smack his hand away, tami eyes widen to take a step back.
"You..... Need to leave....... That is not an excuse for what you have done to me...... Just because of your past..... That does not..... Validate you in any way.......I know you would have with....."
Tami rolled his eyes.
"No I would have not! I have not slept with any one but you! It was all just a fucking game! Now knock this off, your coming....."
Kaketo turned his head to Cock it to the side to look to him in disbelief.
"Well, you just lost the suppose love of your life over a game, now get out! I'm not going anywhere with you. We are over, done with! I've spent 300 years, doing everything and anything for you, and yet..... You've treated me has such..... And it was all a game! I..... Can't tami.....I can't anymore with you...... Now leave so I can finally get over you!"
Tami gritted his teeth, to then turn. Kaketo looked over his back.
"You..... Said you would never..... Leave me..... I..... Believed that..... To my core......."
Blood tears started to go down both there faces.
Tami then walked to the door, to place his hand to the handle.
"I guess....... If I truly didn't love you......I wouldn't be leaving right now......."
Tami moved his head sightly to the side.
Kaketo looked out the window.
"Just so you know....... Apperently you can live without me..... But I can't live without you....I won't....... When I go to our home..... I'm going to burn it to the ground...... With me in it...."
Kaketos eyes widen.
Tami then turned his head forward to then try and open the door.
Peering his eyes to the side, he smirked.
Kaketo was there, to his side, head hung, hand to the door, palm down.
"You son of a......... You are not going to....."
Moving about, tami placed his hands to either side of kaketos face to place his body to the door, to pull his lips to his in passionate heat.
Kaketo placed his hands to his chest to push him back to no avail.
Taking his hands down to his legs, tami made kaketo jump, to press his back to the door, to kiss him widly.
Kaketo squeezed at his pectorals, slowly he moved them up to wrap his arms around his neck, he couldn't stop himself, couldn't stop his love for this man.
Turning them tami took them to the bed.
"Ah..... I've missed this.... Missed you....."
He said between kisses.
Kaketo furrowed his eye brows.
You...... Need to stop this...... Now kaketo! He hasent learned a thing!
Taking his hands to his chest kaketo pushed him away, just to have tami grab him by his wrists, to pin them down to either side of his head to look him over.
Kaketo looked to him with anger.
Tami chuckled to then his head down.
"Be has angery has you want, I know you've missed me......I know you want me....."
Has tami went lower, kaketo turned his head.
"Your...... Going to rape me then tami..... This..... Is not love..... You've tricked me..... Again!"
Tamis eyes widen.
"What part was a trick! I meant what I said, if you don't come with me, I'm burning our home to the ground and I will be inside, is that what you want!?"
Kaketos face fell, softened, his lips parted, eyes darted over the wall.
Slowly he turned his head to eye tami, fresh blood tears fell. He could tell he was serious.
Kaketo moved up, slowly, pausing a few times to lick them off he didn't like seeing tami cry, he moved his mouth open to close his eyes feeling his touch.
Kaketo went back down to cock his head to the side.
"Just..... Because I did that..... Didn't mean I'm going...."
Tami let kaketos wrists go to lay his head down to his chest, head turned to the side, holding him close. Kaketo looked to the ceiling, he didn't move.
"Kaketo...... All these years.....I thought..... You couldn't live without me........ That you wouldn't leave me......I was wrong.......I know you can...... However.....I don't want you to go......I love you...... Please kaketo..... I'm sorry........ Sorry for everything I have done...... If you come back to me.....I will never ever play this game again... Won't make you do anything you don't wish to do.. Or make those toxins........ You are the only one that matters to me...... Then and espacially now...... Please....... There is no me..... Without you......"
Kaketo closed his eyes, blood tears fell.
Slowly kaketo took his hands from his sides to then wrap them about tamis back.
"I...... Need you to make me a promise...... You have never ever gone back on your promises..... Make me believe...... You will change if I come back."
Tami nodded.
"I promise my kaketo......I promise to never play that game, use you, take advantage of you, please..... Come back......"
Kaketo gritted his teeth.
"You also...... Need to be willing to stay here, let me become a vampire doctor........I need my brothers help in this...... When he moves in with draxo we will go has well...."
Tami moved up to eye him, head a bit to the side.
"Yourll...... Be touching..... Others....."
Kaketo raised an eye brow.
"Yes....... But you will have me...... They never will........ I'll continue to be only yours...... Now and till we finally end......"
Kaketo looked to tamis lips.
Tami flexed his jaw.
"You...... Are wanting a lot......"
Kaketo nodded to move up to lick his lips to then go back down to eye him, moving his hands up he placed them to either side of his face.
"You..... Owe.... Me.... Tami......"
Tami peered his eyes to the side.
"That......I do....... If...... This happens.....I need you.... To promise to give yourself only to me, to be mine for all of eternity..... Also"
Tami turned his head to look him over.
"You can not leave me! Ever!"
Kaketos eyes narrowed.
"If you break your promise, if you play this..... Disgusting game.....I will leave and you shall never find me....."
Tami nodded, to move closer to rub his bottom lip to his.
"Agreed..... Now promise me kaketo."
Kaketo moved his hand to tamis head to push it down.
"I promise...... Now..... Make love to me....... I've missed you so much....."
Tami then lowered his head to press his lips to his.
Your mine kaketo......... You were never going to get away from me...... Not then or now......
Moving there heads up and down, they both started to get into this act, however more needed to be said, but they couldn't deny themselves for the other anymore, they become lost.

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