The Void (TEMPORARILY DISCONTINUED)

Where am I?

How long has it been?

A month?

No, that's not long enough.

A year or two?

No that's too long.

All I know is that I've been trapped here ever since watching Frozen with Thomas, Logan, Virgil, Patton, and yes my brother. That was in, November? I think?

I don't even know where I am. I knew when I first arrived, but I can't remember. I don't really remember who put me here either, but whoever it is must be doing a really good job of making it seem like I'm there. That, or everyone knows I'm gone and they just don't care enough to come find me.

Ever since then I've been trying to find a way out of there, but no matter where I go it's all the same, a dark empty void.

I screamed, cried, and begged at first. I stopped once I realized I couldn't be heard.

I do miss them dearly. I haven't seen another identical face since I've been placed here, or maybe I have and I just forgot. I can't seem to remember much I've noticed.

I've also recently fallen into some sort of, slump as one might call it. I've just been sitting on the floor that I can't see whilst starting at nothing, but thinking all the same. It's really the only thing that's been keeping me on here. I'm all too focused and distracted at the same time.

I can't remember the last time I slept, or even talked to myself. Granted I don't need to do things that humans need, like food, water, hygiene, sleep, needing to use the restroom, and I believe I don't need human interaction to keep my mind intact. However, I might need that and have already let my mind slip, I can't really tell.

Being stuck here for a while, I have had time to become more observant. There has always somehow been a light following me through this dark void as I can always see myself when I look down. Or, maybe I've never actually moved and just stayed under this weird light that I can never seem to find no matter how hard I look.

My clothes, they've never changed but it looked a lot more worn down then I remember. I know that I always cared about my appearance and never let myself look less than perfect.

I would conjure up something, I seem me to be unable to do much of anything here.

The way that I think has changed. Everything is a lot more thought out and logical, whilst my creative liberties has come to a halt, as I don't need them anymore. Maybe Logan and I would get along better now.

I think about them a lot.

I think about the way Patton would bring us cookies and we'd still eat them although we didn't need to eat any form of nutritional sustenance, although I don't believe there's much nutritional value in cookies. His dad jokes always brightened our day and his cheerful mood would lighted the room.

I think about how Logan and I would but heads on some topic of interest at the time and he'd always smart his way out of it and be declared the winner. I believe he had some sort of superiority complex, as did I, but we always came to a fair and pleasant conclusion at the end. He'd never admit it but I would see him smile a little bit from time to time.

I think about the way Virgil would smirk ever so slightly at my jokes, or when my points would help him in any sort of way. People never expected the two of us to get along, but no one sees the inside jokes that the two of us have and the way we glance at each other when something funny is said.

I think about the fun times Remus and I had when the two of us were children. I know that we were adults before the split, or while the King or King Romulus was still alive as I like to call it, but some how we reverted back to children right after. This caused us to grow up fast as our mental age didn't align with Thomas and the others. Sometimes I wonder is we ever caught up with them. The falling out that the two of us had is something that I regret deeply. I would go back and change everything if I could.

I don't remember much of anything from when we were the King. When I try to think of it too hard, my brain starts to hurt and my vision starts to get blurry.

I think about Janus too, or shall I say Deceit? The others, except for Virgil and Remus, don't know his name. Or, maybe they do by now, I'm not too sure.

The only reason why I know is because Janus and the King were very close, so close that he told us, him, his name. After the split he requested that Remus and I were to keep his name a secret. We did a good job at that I believe, however I don't know about that now.

Janus' and my relationship is, complicated. Believe it or not, we actually got along well, despite what everyone else believes. I could tell he wasn't too happy with my decision of the whole, wedding fiasco. I never got to see the end result of that however so I don't know if it payed off. I highly doubt it did.

I honestly don't know if I'll ever see them again. I hope I do one day, but I hope it'll be soon so it's not too late. What if one day they don't recognize me? I hope it doesn't come to that.

When did I start laying on the floor? I know I'm not asleep because I don't dream anymore. I would be aware if I was asleep. My eyes are also open so that's a pretty good factor on why I'm awake.

"Yeah hold on, just give me a sec. I just gotta toss this out."