If happiness was with you

Chapter 5:Ice cream

Amanda

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I got to Sal's a few minutes before Sam did. I went in and got us our table that we always sat at and waited for Sam to come in. A few minutes later and Sam entered the parlor and walked towards our table. She wastes no time and asks, "Spill the tea Amanda. What did Jax do?"  I can tell that she is angry. Just like my mom, she doesn't like Jax either. She thinks he's an asshole and that he is only using me. But I doubt that he is. Sure he wants to have sex...but that doesn't mean he's an asshole....right?

I took a deep breath and told her everything that has happened. She started to turn red in anger. "He said what?!" Sam screamed and made everyone in the ice cream parlor to look at us. "Sam please calm down. It's not a big deal", I tell her in a small voice. "Not a big deal? NOT A BIG DEAL?! IT IS A BIG DEAL!HE FUCKING———" I cut her off with a kick to her leg. "Keep it down, will you?" I don't like people starring at me and right now they are. God this is embarrassing. After Sam calmed down a few seconds later, I proceeded to tell her what happened between Jax and I.

"What an asshole. I can't believe her took you out on your anniversary and said "let's have sex" instead of "I love you". You don't deserve that hun", Sam says as she takes my hand into hers. Sam is such a supportive friend to have. She will always have my back no matter what the universe will throw at us and do too. We have a rock solid friendship. I see her as a sister then a friend. "Come on Mandy, let's order some Sunday's. Don't let an ass ruin last few two days in Georgia like shit," She says as she leads me to the cashier. We order our Sunday's and return back to the booth. We laughed and cried, at all the memories we have together growing up. Man, I'm going to miss Georgia.

After my little ice cream date with Samatha, I walked home and to my surprise I see Jax sitting on my front porch. God, I don't have time to deal with him right now. Not thinking about Jax made me have a good night. "Amanda please...Let me explain———", I couldn't hold it back in, I burst like a water ballon. "Explain what Jax?! How you "accidentally" as me to have sex with you on our anniversary?!" I couldn't hold it in anymore. I lashed out on him. I was angry! I feel like he is only with me to use me for my body. He doesn't care about my feeling.

"Baby please, I only asked cause I thought we were ready to take our relationship to the next level" Jax says in a panic voice. He starts to make his way towards me and I start to move back. I don't want him to touch me. I feel grossed out. "Taking our relationship to the next level doesn't mean having sex. You know my parents won't agree to that." My parents won't allow me to do anything. They are very religious. The only reason I'm allowed to date Jax, is cause my dad knows his dad. "Why do you always follow their stupid rules? You can't come to any parties, or my games! That effects our image babe. What will people say when they see me attend parties on my own? When my girlfriend won't even come to my games?!" Unbelievable! He did not just go there?!

"If you knew how my parents are then why the fuck are you even dating me?!" I angrily say as I turn around and slam the door in his face. I storm up to my room ignoring my parents in the living room. When I got to my room I slam the door shut. I was full of rage that I didn't notice my mother knocking on the door.  "Honey are you okay? Did something happen?" I can hear mama sounding concerned on the other side of the door. I take a few deep breaths before I turn around and open the door. Mama doesn't take long before she storms into my room. "What did he do?!" Mama says angrily. Wow, I didn't even have to say it do anything and she already knows that Jax did something.

"Don't just stand there young lady, tell me what he did!" I took a long deep breath and then told mama everything that happened. Mama wasn't very found about what happened.  "I knew that boy was bad news. You should have never dated him in the first place."  I admire that mama is concerned about about my well being, but right now I want my mom. I don't want to hear her complain about my boyfriend. "Mama please, I don't want to hear how terrible Jax is or what a mistake I made dating him. I just want my mom." It didn't take  long before mama took me into a big bear hug. "Oh I'm sorry honey, I didn't mean to make you feel worse then you already are. I don't like seeing my daughter upset." I can't wait till we move out of here. It's time to start fresh. I will miss everyone here.....but it's time for a change. Who knows, maybe something good will happen during this move.