written over the stars ( Draco Malfoy )

seventeen

𝗗𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼'𝘀 𝗣. 𝗢. 𝗩
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They say if you like someone you might not even noticed it.

Well-

I dont believe in love until i met you, the feeling you gave me is indescribable, i longed for it, its something i've never felt before. The night we spent at the astronomy tower was beyond magical, your eyes really did compliment the stars across the sky. When we slow danced the other night it felt like the time stops and its just you and me dancing to the rhythm we made, with every touch of your skin i held it was just perfect.

Today i was excited to meet you during potions class i was planning to give you my jade ring that symbolises love. As soon as i entered the class i saw your face, you looked pale and sadnesss shows through your eyes.

I was trying to examine you without you noticing me and slowly i saw your left hand slipt from your overly long robe sleeve that surprises me and led me to question myself " what happened to your hand? why is it dissappearing ?!" to not make it obvious i started a conversation with you so i can see your left hand but clearly it shows me that you were trying to hide it from me. So i took my chance and asked you to wait for me after class to give you the ring, without making it obvious, i pretended to not know about your holo left hand so instead i slip the ring to your right hand.

Although you didn't want to tell me i noticed everything, i just acted like i didnt because i know what you did was probably the best decision for you.

Instead, i made my own conclusion through my head that you'll be fine even though deep down inside me i knew you were going to slowly dissappear from my sight.

Though, we might not have much time together i will be prepared for whatever happens next even though it still hurts.

And-

It hurts me deeply that im not able to express my feelings to you, tell you that i knew, and i care.

I guesse it was true-

We always search for the feelings that will destroy us in the end.