Make It Right / V KTH / Suga MYG / BTS Completed

(18+) Goodbyes

I wake up to the feel of Taehyung's lips kissing my neck. I smile as I am lulled with the sensation. His body moves against me from behind, and his hands tug at my clothing to try to get it out of his way. I let him pull the clothing from my body piece by piece, and I reach out, wrapping one arm around his neck. I have no idea what time it is, but it still feels dark and I love the feel of his skin so close to mine.

He positions himself between my legs and lifts my knees up, pushing them to the side of my hips. His body lunges down towards me, and his mouth hovers over mine, his breath against my lips, making me wait for his kiss. He pushes himself against me, feeling me growing wet at his touch. He slides my legs back farther and raises his body up, gently rubbing against my wet skin, and then slowly sliding down into me, deeply connecting with my body.

I cry out, feeling him push inside me, filling every part of me and making my head spin from the sensation. His face lowers above me and he kisses my lips, then pulls back. I eagerly lick at his lips trying to get him to kiss me again. His body thrusts inside me, purposeful and rhythmic, and I feel my body pressed down deeply into the mattress with each movement. I moan, unable to hold back, my body is shaking as I get close.

"Wait for me," he says, and I am unsure if I can as I gasp, feeling him sliding so deeply into me. I grab his head and search his eyes, he looks different, he looks more determined. His face is so beautiful as he moves above me that I can barely hold back.

"I love you Taehyung," I whisper.  My words allow him to let go and he pushes against me harder and faster as he gasps. It pushes me over the edge and I can feel the sensation as our bodies rise to the climax together.

He pants heavily and drops to my side, rolling me over to nestle against my body. Our breathing slows and I start to come back down from the dizzy height I've just reached. I close my eyes and smile, clutching his hand against my naked stomach. Hearing him breathing deeply beside me, holding me, apart of me, and I feel whole.

"You came back to me," he whispers. My eyes pop open when I hear the words and the previous night comes flooding back in a terrible rush. I swallow hard. I look up at the window to see that it's still dark, but that there is a lighter blue on the horizon, where the sun will rise on the new day. A tear drops from my eyelid and I know it must be now. I have to be brave.

I roll my body over towards him, laying on our sides facing each other. He smiles at me, but he sees the tear on my cheek and my wet lashes. His face drops, but he says nothing. He may even be holding his breath the room is suddenly so still and quiet.

"I do love you," I say. He nods, still waiting for the rest of what I will say to him. "I know what you asked of Yoongi last night." He bites his lip, concerned but says nothing. "I only wanted to be with you," I say looking away. He leans up on his elbow to look down at me, studying me. "But I don't want to hurt you." He's nervous and he begins to speak to fill the void.

"You didn't hurt me, you came back to me, you are here with me." He kisses my cheek but he knows I'm not finished.

"Last night was amazing and I wish you were there, but then, last night was awful. I never want to relive that again. And, I have to make it right." I try to pull back from him a little. But he moves closer to me.

"What has happened, what has Yoongi done?" His eyes are pleading.

"Yoongi is hurting. I don't want him to hurt. He's made really bad choices, and I think so have you," I look into his eyes filled with fear and I have to look away from him. "I don't want to be the cause of any of that. He told me you would leave the band if he betrayed you." I look into his eyes. His face flashes with a little shame. But then he takes a deep breath.

"If he betrayed me, how could I stay?" he insists.

"That pressure isn't fair on him. And it isn't what I want. You can't consider leaving your family," I say, more tears flowing freely. I can't face him. I sit up to pull my body farther away, afraid if he touches me again I may lose my nerve.

"But you are my family. And if anyone interferes with that-" he argues, but I interrupt him.

"Taehyung. I am a girl who you just met. I am girl who loves you, but I can't replace your family. I don't want to replace your family.  I want you to be with them, and be happy and be supported and loved."

"You do all of that for me!" he says, possibly sensing what is coming.

"I can't do it alone. You need them, all of them." I take a deep breath. "I want you to go back to New York with Yoongi today." He looks at me in shock and shakes his head quickly refusing the idea. I get up from the bed and put a long shirt on, covering my body. He looks up at me, moving toward the edge of the bed wrapped in just the sheet.

"And you will go with us?" he asks his voice choking in his throat as though he already knows the answer.

"No. I have to stay here. You need to heal your relationship, and I now realize that I have interfered with your life, I thought it was in a good way, but I see now that it can't be. I can't do that anymore." I shake my head. He crawls towards me, letting the sheets drop off his body leaving him exposed and vulnerable.

"No, you have to stay with me. I swear I choose you," he says reaching to take my hand. I look down into his eyes as they fill with tears.

"I know you feel that right now, but with a little time you will see that this is the right choice for you."

"But what about you?!" he says almost shouting in frustration. "Don't you deserve this? What we have is real! You know it is, you told me how you really feel. You love me." I stand firm in front of him despite the tears rolling down my cheeks.

I nod. "Yes, it's real love. And that's why I have to let you go." I gulp hard, the words sting in my throat as I release them, finally admitting exactly what is happening. "You must go back to your life, with the band and your family, and I have to stay here in my life."

"Why can't you come with us? I'm sorry I said that to Yoongi. I was just trying to make sure he understood how I feel, that you aren't just some random girl he can flirt with." I shake my head.

"It's an impossible situation Taehyung. It isn't our time to be together." I turn away.

"But this band isn't forever, why would you let go of us? We can be forever." I don't turn around. I know he's right, but I also know he won't go back and he won't fix things if I don't end this now.

"I want you both to go back today. I want you to carry on with the tour, to do all of the things that you need to do and want to do. I want you to be the Taehyung I met at the photo studio, full of joy and light." I turn to him, he's kneeling on the bed, his head in his hands, sobbing. "I don't want you to cry, you know this is the right choice." I embrace him and he squeezes me so tightly, knowing it's for the last time.