Make It Right / V KTH / Suga MYG / BTS Completed

One more for the road

I don't remember falling asleep, he's just so comfortable to be with that it feels so natural. I don't know what time it is when I become aware of something, maybe it's breathing that seems different. I manage to open my eyes a little and I can see some light, but it's still very early in the morning. The sun is not yet up. I look down to see Taehyung still wrapped around my body, laying between my legs, asleep on my chest. I slide my knee up to stretch and my head flops to the side.

I sense movement in the room and I squint as I strain my eyes to focus. It's then that I realize that Yoongi is standing in the room looking down at us. I blink, hard, thinking I must be dreaming this, but when I open my eyes he has actually moved closer, sensing I have seen him. He leans down next to the bed, level with my face.

"I was lonely," he says softly. I look down at Tae's head, hoping it's covering my naked breasts. I look back at Yoongi who seems to be unconcerned that we are naked. He touches Tae's back and it panics me, but I lay frozen.  "Taehyung, can I get in bed with you?" he asks as though this is nothing shocking. I can feel my blood pounding in my ears, my head swirling with thoughts.

Tae stirs.  He makes a grunt. "Yoongi, what time is it?"

"Not yet 5," he responds. What the actual hell is going on?! I screamed in my head. I lay still, afraid to move and expose myself, and afraid of what's happening. Tae groans.

"OK Hyung," he says inconceivably. He pats the bed next to him. Yoongi shuffles around the bed and climbs in to lay down behind Tae. Tae grips me tighter and I feel Yoongi cuddle close to him.

I lay in quiet shock, not understanding what's going on. This is normal? I wonder. I get up the nerve to turn my face toward Yoongi and his eyes are open staring back at me. He looks a little sad and, in that moment, I feel sorry for him. He is used to being with these men day in day out, and I know that I have definitely interrupted that, certainly taken Taehyung's attention away. I feel a little ashamed of myself for judging his motives too quickly or for finding this unusual when it obviously doesn't seem unusual to Taehyung. If Tae trusts him, so should I. I manage a soft smile at Yoongi and he reaches one hand out, strokes my cheek before closing his eyes and burying his face in the covers wrapped around Tae's back. I turn away, satisfied that I have misjudged the situation and I allow myself to relax and fall asleep.

When I wake next, the sunlight is streaming through the window and I feel it warm against my still closed eyes. The house is completely still and for a moment I have forgotten that I have guests. I lay on my side, and I feel a hand across my bare stomach, an arm draped over my hip. I open my eyes to see Tae's face, asleep in front of me, inches from me. I feel a shift behind me and the hand pulls me closer to a warm, fully clothed body.

In that moment, I remember, and a sharp intake of breath as I gasp alerts the form behind me. I feel his face against the back of my neck, his deep breath, warm and wet raising the hairs on my neck as though they're electrified. His hand- is touching my bare skin- I scream in my mind. But only my stomach...But how do I know for sure that he has only touched my stomach?! Is Tae awake? Is Yoongi even awake? How do I get up to get my clothes without waking either of them? There are no easy answers.

I just have to get out of this situation, and quickly before I cause trouble between them. I don't even know what's happened but I don't want to be laying here naked in between them when they wake up. I sit up quickly, and decide I will have to crawl over their legs to get off of the bed without being seen. My clothes are too far away, but Tae's shirt is on Yoongi's side of the bed. I crawl over his legs, feeling him stir a little. I get to the edge of the bed and awkwardly grab the shirt off the floor. I stand up quickly putting the shirt over my body.