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Survival - Who am I? - Chapter 36

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Side Character's Name:

Ga Aera - Sora's Mother

Jang BeomSeok - Sora's Father

Jeon Minhyuk - Jungkook's Father

Park Jihyun - Half Breed

Kim Minjung - Jihyun's Mother

Park Chulseok - Jihyun's Father.

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Throwback: Taehyung's POV

I quickly shoved all the books into my bag and rushed to my locker, hurling everything inside because I was eager to meet Sora again. I'm happy to see her take a step towards me willingly. Due to our twisted past, and my unforgivable mistake, I've sworn to protect her. Of course, she's clueless due to her distorted memories- I hope she'll never remember it. It's for the best. I slammed the locker shut to find a pair of familiar pretty light brown eyes staring into mine. Haerim. The thought of her used to pain me a few years ago but not anymore. I feel nothing when I look into her eyes now. She didn't say anything but stood staring at me with her arms crossed, so I shrugged and stepped away from her.

"Does she know the real you?" Haerim asked dully, making me halt at her inquiry.

"What do you want? You left, it was your choice," I exhaled, turning to look at Haerim. I thought I could trust her with my secret, but she ran away from me after unearthing the truth. Because of her, I had a difficult time trusting people.

"How are you so sure she won't leave you like I did?" Haerim's lips curved up into a smug smile.

"She can't, even if she wants to," I smirked, lifting up my left hand to show her the ring on my ring finger, causing envy to flash across her face. I raised my eyebrows at Haerim and left her. She left me shattered without any warnings, left me hanging by myself, and now she's hoping for everything we had? I'm no fool. Now thinking about it, Haerim was never sincere with my affection. I was young and desperate for affection, so I let myself sink into her. Reality? She was just using me for fame because no one knew her back then. I thought it was one-sided love because she kept on pushing and pulling me. I thought she was only playing hard to get, but no... she was just using me to boost her ego. And then she abandoned me, without a note or a text. After all these years, she didn't change, playing her mind games with me. Guilt-tripping me to believe I don't deserve anyone... manipulating me into thinking she's my only savior. To keep it short and simple, she wants me back because I got hot while she made no improvements. She pretends to be disinterested upon her return to get my attention, but now she's panicking because I'm engaged to Sora. In the end, I didn't lose her- she lost me.

I went searching for Sora in the study hall, but she wasn't there. I called her over and over again... no answer. An hour passed, and she wouldn't pick up her call. I sat in my jeep, patiently waiting for another hour... nothing. Initially, I remained calm, knowing her tendency to disappear and reappear without warning. Perhaps she had gone to train with Jungkook, but then I remembered Jungkook was still recovering in the medical room. 

I dialed Imo at home to verify her presence, but she wasn't there either. I let out a heavy sigh in frustration, started my engine, and left the empty parking lot without her. I couldn't focus on driving when a violent storm of anger erupted inside me. I can't let it take over me... not the waves... I don't want to lose control I like did in the beginning. I almost lost her once because of it. Sighing, I shakily pulled over on the side of the road to calm myself with my head rested against the steering wheel when my phone suddenly vibrated, so I fumbled my fingers into my pocket to grab my phone in a hurry. [Edited]