The Glyph Of Love

Amity's POV:

My eyes tear up as I watch Luz walk back to the human realm. Her mom let her stay here but for some reason she changed her mind, she is being forcefully taken from me and I will never see her again. I woke up at in cold sweat, again. I had this nightmare over and over almost every single night.

I looked out of the window. It was the pitch black, and yet, I could spot the owl house perfectly. Especially, Luz's bedroom window. I tried to go back to sleep as I always do, but I just couldnt.

"oh well" I thought to myself, I got up and went to my closet. I sniffed the sweatshirt I slept in once more before taking it off and stuffing it into my backpack. It was Luz's sweatshirt. She gave it to me that time when we went hiking on "the knee" and I got chilly. Damn she's so perfect. I picked the outfit for the day. Obviously, my violet shirt and tights and the itch sack and poncho that I wear every day. Yeah, the uniform isnt the greatest, but it was worth going to Hexide every day, because I got to see luz. I put my hand in the pocket and I felt a piece of paper, it was a crunched up, clumsily taped purple piece of paper. I felt a smile and a tear raise on my face. I didnt know what I was feeling. I was happy every time Luz's name. but I was sad because I know I'm to much of a gay disaster to ever ask her out. I put on my headphones and went outside.

It was still dark out, but I didnt care. I just wanted to get out of the house as soon as possible- before my parents woke up. Ever science I re-friended willow my parents have been disapproving my every move; yelling at me, going through my bedroom, going through my scroll and threatening to kick me out of the house. Not directly though. They will never admit they are mentally abusing me.

I didn't know where I was walking. I just walked. School starts in... I looked at my watch – three hours. Ugh. Maybe.. this is a good thing. I need to rest. My head is spiraling, I need to sit down. I sat on a bench and started thinking; I need to relax.. I know! I started walking, walking with purpose. And then I reached it, the library. Yeah, I know, I know, I'm a dork, but I loved it there. I loved reading to the kids, and I loved my hangout spot. But there were no kids, because its the middle of the night, only a bunch of eighteen year-olds doing their essays last-minute. So, hang out spot it is!

On my way to the spot I saw a lot of couples kissing between the shelves. gross. Although They were all male and female. And then it hit me. What if Luz doesnt even like women? I froze. I decided to ignore that. But I couldnt. I sunk into my bean bag and started reading. I read "Azura the good witch 6" a pretty great book, in fact but that wasn't the best part about it. The best part about it was that Luz borrowed it to me. I went to the front cover of the book; it had a yellow sticky note on it and it said: " here ya go bestie! Hope you enjoy this amazing book! uwu" she doodled a little heart in there, too. Damnit she is so adorable.

I started reading the book, I read, and read, and read, and before I knew It, it was time for school. I grabbed my backpack and got on the bus. My eyes wandered around; I was still hooked up on that thought from earlier; does Luz even like women? But then I stopped that thought. We started moving, where. "Where what?" Gus asked. Oh shit.. "was I talking out lout thus whole time?" I asked. "No.. you just said "where"" he said. "cool."

I put my headphones back on and my eyes started running around looking for Luz. I couldnt find her. The one time luz wasnt on the bus was an emergency is there an emergency? Oh god.. is Luz in danger? The rest of the ride I was stressed- Luz may be in danger... When I came to school I saw Luz on Eda's shaft. Thank god she's safe. But wait.. who's that girl? Why are they holding hands? Well.. they're probably just friends. Even I didnt believe myself. I came to turn around but then... They kissed. I mean- who am I to control her love life? I'm just the girl who's to embarrassed to tell her she's head over hells in love with her. but still, it made me sad.

I pinched myself to make sure I wasnt having a nightmare. The crazy part: that girl looks just like me, but.. her hair was pink. I mean the resemblance is crazy! She had pale skin, pulled back pink hair and black eyeliner. crazy.

I froze for what felt like an eternity. Then, the bell rang. I couldnt keep disappointing my parents. I have to be top student. I have to be little miss perfect. I ran to class. Besides, I couldnt keep looking at luz and that mystery girl anyways. Either way. It solved my problem. Now I know that luz likes women. Too bad it's that woman.