Loving Calum

#12 Cuddles

author's pov

you hate calum hood, and no one is surprised. you hate his adorable nose, his chubby cheeks that get even squishier when he smiles. ugh that blasted, gorgeous smile and those soothing brown eyes make you want to vomit. you hate how his hair is always so perfect, no matter what the style and how you just love it when you're kissing and your hands run through his glossy hair. calum ruined you. you thought he looked at you with love and lust and adoration, but it was all fake. you're relationship obviously didn't please him in the way you tried to. you weren't enough for him. you're never fucking enough and you hate him 'cause he made you feel this way.

you woke up with a horrible headache and just couldn't be bothered to get up. when you tried to open your eyes, you immediately scrunched them close- your eyes hurt like hell. you could hear a soft snore from behind you and felt an arm wrapped around your waist.

shit, you thought, did i have a one night stand? no no no. is it calum?!

you looked behind you to find a very tired looking luke hemmings and behind him a snoring sierra deaton. you tried to get up, but luke groaned. 'no, y/n, sleep. you were a pain in the ass last night.'

it could never be awkward with any of the boys or their girls, even if you were squeezed in the same bed, you hogging the duvet. in the world ever! 'heyy stop stealing my boyfriend!' sierra grumbled, 'i wanna cuddle too!!' you and luke chuckled. 'sorry!' you said, and started you get up. 'bagsy not making the eggs.'

'that's fine, i don't want any anyway,' luke sneered, jokingly. you scrunched your eyes and stuck out your tongue at him and he chuckled. you stumbled downstairs, holding your forehead with your hands. blasted headaches, you thought. you walked into the kitchen and opened the cupboards to find some mugs to make three coffees, your head banging with every clatter. 'SIERRA!!' you yelled and then mumbled, 'shit.' why is everything so much more painful in the morning? petunia 'galloped' over to you and layer on her back, awaiting a belly rub, which, of course, you gave her. 'whaattt?' sierra whined, as she came through the doorway. 'you're making the eggs. oh and i'd love some bacon too. LUKE DO YOU WANT SOME BACON??!!' sierra sighed and you gave her a cheesy grin. 'OH MY GOD YEEEESSSSS BUT ONLY IF SIERRA MAKES IT COZ YOURS ARE GROSS y/n!!' sierra smirked at you. 'fine by me!!' you laughed, gave sierra her coffee and and shouted to luke to tell him his was ready and then went outside to sit on the porch. a few minutes later, after hearing a couple 'i love you's going back and forth between the love birds, luke sat down on the cold patio slabs next to you. 'hey, love,' he smiled. 'hey,' you smiled back, but you sighed. 'how are you doing? we haven't really had a chance to talk about anything.'

'ugh i'm so over that now. honestly, calum can do what he wants, i don't give a fuck anymore. you know what? fuck him!! i don't bloody need him!' haha, no, you don't need his warm, safe embrace and his gorgeous soft voice to calm you down or make you feel good about yourself. it was him who made you feel like crap so why the hell do you fucking need him? fuck that. you don't fucking need him!!

'you good?' luke looked at you worriedly, 'you're face goes kinda scary when you zone out.' you gave him a small smile. 'i'm good, just thinking.'

'look, i understand, trust me. he's my best friend and i don't know what the hell went through his head but i can tell by his face he needs you. i don't know. i'm sorry. i mean, i get what you're going through.' you nodded, 'yea i know. thank you. i love you, boy.'

'i love you.' luke got up and took your empty mug as sierra called you both for breakfast. 'give me 5?'

'sure, i'll put your eggs in the microwave to keep them warm, yea?' luke grinned widely. 'very funny,' you rolled your eyes and grinned back. 

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Sorry for not updating for a while!! I've been super busy and my mental health comes first, sorry!! This was a filler and I'm sorry it was boring. Smut is on its way!! Me and a friend, naina, are working on some now. Please vote and comment and follow me too!! Lots of love <3