There Is No Way That They Will Ever Forgive Me

How long is this gonna last I don't take isolation well

[It's been a week since I, Varian Z. Ruddiger have seen anyone but her!

The embodiment of evil!

I dare not speak her name!

I have tried to escape her!

But there is no hope!

As they say there's no rest for the wicked!

She knows my every move some how!

She lurks in the shadows!

It's only a matter of time before I die!

Whether she kills me or not!

I will be dead before the end of the month!

Even if I do it myself!

I can't live like this for long!

The flashbacks are killing me!

It makes me feel like Andrew is just gonna get out of bed and tell me about his latest escape plan!

Please send help!

Sincerely, the other half of team awesome]

"A little over of dramatic aren't we!" Eugene said after reading Varian's letter.

He wasn't expecting Varian to send him a letter via raccoon! But the letter wasn't what he would've expected from him.

But then again he had to remind himself that Varian isn't the same kid that he knew!

When he was younger he was naïve!

Before they left corona he was blinded by anger and betrayal!

And now......

He's just complicated!

And then there was Adira!

Eugene, Adira, Quirin, And Varian are the only people that know what was going on in the ruddiger house!

And Eugene isn't happy about it! Neither is Varian!

But sadly there is nothing team awesome can do! Varian is suck!

At least for now.

"Hey Eugene? You might want to see this!" Rapunzel said as she walked into the room.

"What's up sunshine?" He said as he walked over to her.

She hands him a bottle with a letter in in.

"What's this?" He asked.

"It's from calliope, she's coming!" Rapunzel said.

"Oh come on! Her again! She's the most annoying person in the world!" Eugene said.

"I know, but she has information on Cassandra!" Rapunzel said.

"Great that's just great!" Eugene said.

'I wonder if Varian would be able to make her go away' Eugene thought but immediately ignored it because he knew Adira would never let him do that.

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"Come on, jeune we do not have all day you know!" Matthews said.

"I'm trying ok?" Varian said.

He couldn't believe that he was actually doing this! But hey isolation will make a person desperate for something to do! Even if that something was being trained by a stranger in his dream!

He tried again but failed!

So he sat down on a chair and said, "I can't do it! I think you're wrong about me!"