Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

part 9

(Trig's Pov)

I pulled out my airpod and wiped my tears away. Hoping no one else at the café would see my crying

"i didn't forget about you Bil.." I whispered to myself

Pain. That was the only word I could describe it, maybe anger as well, but mostly pain. I hurt Billie I knew I would anyway, but not like this. My feed was flooded by the same video over and over again of her singing the song. I fucked up, big time. But what can I say? It's been 2 years now so she'll get over it soon

"long time no see" a voice interrupted my thoughts

Bricker...

"well shit look who it is" i mumbled not really knowing what to say

"guessing you aren't a ghost"

"unfortunately..."

"i know whatever happened you have good reason for it but that doesn't mean i'm not pissed"

"i fucked up" i trembled

"yeah.. yeah you did she loves you so fucking much why did you walk away at the strip club?"

"because i'm not gona try get her back... way too fucking late" i nervously laughed the last bit

"well it's never too late for anything really but it's going to be hard"

"Bricker, i left her and you and Nitro, I can't just go back after I died or whatever the fuck, or try to get back with her again, it wouldn't be fair to her so why the fuck don't you realise it's been 2 years which is why I haven't tried anything the whole time" i scoffed

He stayed silent not really sure what to say, I knew deep down that he knew I was right whether he wanted to admit to it or not.

"i'm staying away" i sighed

i-" He was cut off by his phone ringing and he groaned answering it. I stared at him in silence before he started talking to whoever was calling him. "yeah Bil i'm still here why"

Billie? Oh fuck no I need to run. Wait I'm overthinking shit she's probably at her house or something. But that's when my thoughts started to come not so true when his eyes widened

"wait no Bil- no it's not it's just- no please don't come BILLIE!" he yelled as the phone went off "shit" he mumbled

I looked at him in confusion but was cut off my someone screaming

"what the fuck is she doing here"

I looked up and there she was again.. Billie. I felt my heart quicken and I started to panic for what was about to happen. She's not drunk now, she can do whatever the fuck she wants.

"i um i just bumped into her" Bricker quickly said as if he was ashamed

"i'm leaving" Billie scoffed and started to walk away

I didn't hesitate to jump up from my chair and grab her hand forcing her to turn around and face me

"can you please just let me explain" I begged

"explain? bitch you left there's nothing to explain" she laughed and unraveled herself from my grip

"Billie please I know I don't deserve anything from you, and I know you're confused and angry but I promise after I explain you can decide what you want to do, if that's walking away and never seeing me again then that's what'll be" i sighed looking into her eyes hoping she would agree

"fine but i have shit to do so meet me tmrw" she groaned

I quickly wrote on a napkin my address and handed it to her "somewhere private" i gave a weak smile and she took it from my hand, leaving the café

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shits really happening hmm does Billie forgive Trig or not?

also wana say a quick thank you! it's not even been a week and this story already has 1K reads, i love yous