Red Room Hours with John Tan

Doubts

You held very still as he lifted himself over your body, your chest rising and falling rapidly. You wanted to reach up and wrap yourself around him, drag him into your body but he had his hands pressed into your arms keeping you still. You felt the growing frustration, you wanted to touch his skin, scratch your marks into his body with your nails, you didn't want to be quiet and still.

"Such a good girl, you didn't make a sound Y/N." He kissed your lips and you tasted yourself on them, opening your mouth to kiss him again he let you taste yourself from his tongue too. He moved his hands from your arms and started to unbutton your blouse, you took that as a chance to run your hands down his body to the waist of his pants, fingers grasping the button, but he stopped you taking your hand away. "No Y/N, we're not doing anything else," he laughed softly and kissed your forehead, "think of what I did as a reward for having so much control all evening." He reminded you of the reward by stroking two fingers down the center of you making you shiver and dig your teeth into your lip.

"But I want to taste you I can't wait," you begged and used your other hand to press your palm against the front of his black pants rubbing for a moment before he clutched both of your wrists in his hand and stretched them over your head.

"No. I'm not telling you again." He caught the nipple clamp chain with two fingers and yanked it downward sharply, a hiss leaving between your lips. "Now be still." He finished unbuttoning your blouse and pulled the straps of your bra down your arms again, like he had in the bathroom earlier that evening. Reaching into the cups he removed first one and then the other clamp and placed them back into his pocket. He pulled your bra down toward your waist, releasing your breasts and leaned down slowly. The warm breath from his mouth brushed over the tips, they were sore and still stood erect pinched from the clamps. He took the left into his mouth and you moaned softly pushing your breast upward, the sucking of his mouth sending satisfaction through you.

"Shhh babygirl, be quiet," he said releasing the left and moving to the right. How could he continue to give you so much pleasure and expect you to not make noises for him? After soothing the right with his mouth for a moment he pulled away and backed off the bed. You sighed relaxing your body into the bed. "I'm going to use the bathroom and meet you out in the hall, get dressed Y/N we've been away too long." He paused looking down at you. "You look beautiful, I wish we had more time." He smiled taking in your body on the bed, skirt bunched high up your thighs, legs spread wide with your panties pushed to the side, bra pulled down and your breasts completely uncovered. He turned away to unlock the bathroom door and slipped in pulling it softly behind him.

You dragged your hands down your face, unable to move just yet, thinking about what had just happened. Had John Tan just done those things to you without expecting anything from you in return? What guy would do that? Guys your age wanted one thing, and you'd been willing, even with your brother and parents just rooms away and to give him whatever he wanted. Did he not want that from you or was he really just enjoying this game that was building between the two of you? If he didn't have feelings for you, why play the game, he could just have sex with you and move on. These thoughts could drive you out of your mind so you lifted yourself from the bed and returned your clothing to its proper place. You glanced in the mirror by your door before leaving, smoothing your hair from where it had rubbed against the cover.

In the hall you heard John washing his hands and you stepped toward your brother's room peeking in the door, relieved to see he was still sitting at his desk coloring with a red marker intensely focused. It would have been awkward if he'd returned to your parents in the kitchen without the two of you.

"Robbie, John and I are going to be leaving soon, come into the kitchen with us to say goodbye buddy."

"Ok, let me finish this one and I'm coming," he looked up at you his eyes bright and shiny and your heart clenched at how much you loved him. You heard John come out of the bathroom and you walked back down the hall to join him.