Don't leave | seijoh x reader

chapter 6 - bad vibes

    Waking up to your alarm going off was probably one of the worst ways you could possibly wake up. Letting it ring out you just keep your eyes close not want him to get up at all. Did you have to go to school? Could you pretend your sick. Yes! That could work. Wait no. Either go to school, and be terrified to even step in the classroom. Or stay home, and deal with them. You chose the latter, and decided school bullies are less harmful than putting up with these people here.

    Remembering the memory you put your hand to your throat feeling the almost faded indentions from the jute rope. Shivering, and not from the cold you got up from your newfound motivation, and turning off that horrible alarm. Doing your normal routine, you stand in your bathroom debating if you should wear a scarf or just put concealer on. Settling for concealer you began to dab it on your neck until you are satisfied with it covering the bruises. Now leaning forward you lightly touch your lips. It was all scabby from the blood, and it was a pain to deal with.

    It should completely heal by the end of the week. Right? Grabbing your bag, and putting the concealer in a small outside pouch you grab everything you need, and start making your way to the train station. Playing on your phone the bus stops, Makki, and, Mattsun, finally get on which felt like forever. Sitting next to you before they even get the chance to even fully sit down you turn your phone off, and greet them a little too eagerly in their opinion.

    "Good morning boys!" they both look over to you with you smiling ever so bright at them. Mattsun, groans, and Makki, speaks up. "What's got you so happy this morning?" he asks while shoving his face with a energy bar, handing one to Mattsun. "Oh nothing really." you say sheepishly trying to contain your smile, failing miserably. Mattsun, looks over to you, half of the energy bar sticking out of his mouth giving you a "I know you're lying so spit it out." look. Not being able to hold it in any longer, you told them about your date you had on Saturday, blushing at the good time you had with him.

    You were so lost in your own thoughts you missed the looks the boys had on their faces. "You aren't serious about dating him are you?"  Makki, asks you with a pleading look telling you to say no but you still didn't notice it. "I'm really considering it." finally looking up at them you see, Mattsun, staring at the floor like he loathed seeing it. Getting concern you move your body so your knee caps are touching his left leg. Placing your right hand on his shoulder you move your body down to your left side a bit, and forward trying to see his face better.

    "Are you okay? Did something happen this morning?" he turns his head to give, Makki, a quick side glance, and then goes back to looking at the floor again. "I'm fine but could you maybe give me some space please?" quickly moving back to your original position you mutter a small quiet "Sorry." now chewing the inside you try not to overthink it but you couldn't help it. He may've said please but his voice almost sounded hostile? Maybe he didn't get enough sleep? Yeah that had to be it, you try convincing yourself.

    The whole way to school was awkward after that. Also when walking to the gym when, Mattsun, and Makki, would talk they would leave you out of the conversation completely. Makki, didn't seem to be in a bad mood but however he did ignore you. You felt out of place. Like you were a stranger walking to close to them. Feeling like an idiot you start slowing down your pace until they made there way to the locker room. You do what you always do before practice trying not to fret over what had happened to cause the mood change not too long ago.

    Sighing deeply you make sure you have everything in order. Iwaizumi, makes his way over to you standing in front of you. "Y/n, we'll be having another member coming back today. He's been gone but just a warning he's a little aggressive. You didn't expect him to say that out of all things. "Oh! Okay thank you for the heads up!" he gives you a curt nod, and goes over to the first years. Shaking your head you sit down on the bench waiting for this player to show up, and for practice to begin.

    Hearing the gym doors open you look at see a rather angry looking boy. Before he gets the chance to catch you staring at him you quickly look away. Afraid he would lash out if he caught you. From the corner of your eye you see him head to the locker room, and you let out a breath you didn't even know you were holding in. He can't be that bad, right? Maybe, Iwaizumi, was making him sound worse than he ought to be.

    You couldn't have been more wrong. Iwaizumi, was not kidding when he said he was a little aggressive. Although you feel like that was a total understatement. The boys walk over, and you start handing out the towels, and water bottles giving a smile each time. Handing it to the angry boy giving him a smile without hesitation. Not expecting him to give you any sort of appreciation, and you were correct. Once the guys handed you back everything, and get to cleaning while your mind starts to wonder off about class.

    What would happen today? Thinking about later today with scenarios going through your mind you start to feel your stomach twist in knots. It was giving you such a bad feeling the more you actually thought about it. No, you couldn't do this to yourself today. You were only going to keep on psyching yourself out. Right? Before you could make your way to the doors a familiar person comes into sight.

    Standing outside the doors with his hands in his pockets looking around at all the kids making small talk heading towards the main building. You sling your bag over your shoulder, a smile plastering on your face. There's a little skip to your step showing the excitement you couldn't hold back. "Hey Moto." his cheeks dusting with a heavy pink tint. "M-moto?" you loop your arm under his left one, and start walking to class.

    "Yeah, Sakamoto, is too long so, Moto, it is!" he couldn't face you, you were too adorable for your own good. Still not looking at you he replies to your comment anyways "In that case i'll call you, N/n." if it was possible you smile even wider, your face hurting from all the smiling you've been doing in just under five minutes within being with him. Parting ways you go to class sitting down at your desk, and wait for class to begin.

    Lunch time couldn't come fast enough. Getting up you make your way to the restrooms, once the door closes you walk over to the mirror checking your neck. The concealer seems to be doing good for the most part. The bruising was slightly showing. You'll have to apply some more before lunch is over you think to yourself. Walking out of the restroom, making your way to the library for some light reading until someone grabs your hand pulling on it with enough force to make you turn around but not enough to hurt you.

    Seeing as it was, Moto, you grin. He shyly starts to hold your hand but trying to act as if it didn't faze him. "Let's go eat lunch somewhere quiet." you smile at the thought for a second then frowning. "Oh, i didn't bring my lunch today. I was in such a rush this morning i forgot." rubbing your free hand to the back of your neck letting a nervous laugh out hoping he would believe it. "We can share my lunch. I like sharing food with you. You couldn't say no to him no matter how hard you want to object.

    Enjoying each other's company outside in the shade at a small table in your guys own little world until a group of girls stands directly in front of the table from you two making you snap out of conversation.