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chapter 21 - new beginnings

Sitting on the couch the silence is suffocating. It's been about a week from the funeral, and since Makki, and Mattsun, came over that night comforting you. You haven't eaten in so long you just haven't had an appetite. Can't find your phone, your groceries gone bad no lights are ever on. Tomorrow you go back to school, you already missed last week.

    Dropping out doesn't sound so bad. There it goes again, someone knocking on your door. No need to question who it is. It's the only two people who come to visit anymore. This time around you started locking the front door so they can't get in when there's no response.

    "Y/n, open up. We know you want to be alone, and so do we but can't we be alone together?" Makki, says. Groaning you slide off the couch dragging your feet to the front door unlocking the door, and opening it. "What do you want?" your voice comes out hollow. Clearing your throat you walk away going into the kitchen letting them follow you in.

    "We wanted to talk to you about something serious." Mattsun, says. Letting out a hum to know you're listening, you grab a cup. "Makki, and I both like you. And you see." looking towards them you see them clasps their hands together. Lifting your brow you start drinking your water. "It's no secret you like Makki, so we were wondering if you wanted a poly relationship." Mattsun, asks his voice got quieter towards the end.

    Choking on your water, your eyes start to tear up. Hitting your chest Makki, fills the cup back up. Taking it from his hand hastily drinking it until it's all gone. Coughing a bit you clear your throat putting your hands on the counter looking at them. "I'm sorry did I hear that right?" you question not believing what you heard. "You did." Mattsun, answers you. "I knew it! You two are together! I called it!" you say raising your voice throwing your arms up smiling.

    "So what do you think?" Makki, asks nervously. With your arms still in the air your smiles drops. "What do I think about what?" you ask slowly bringing your arms back to your side. Mattsun, face palms shaking his head "To being in a relationship with us." "Oh we- oooooh. I- Yes." you say bashfully not being able to make eye contact with either one of them.

    "Y/n?" Mattsun, calls your name. "Yes" you say looking up at him. The boys look at each other before looking back at you. "We're sorry for how we treated you before. We were just jealous." Makki, says his face grimacing at the thought. Smiling more to yourself "It's okay, I understand. It's all in the past now." it was true. It's in the past, there's no need to dwell on it. Besides you were liking this much more.

    Getting on the train sorta felt off for you but in a way refreshing knowing you had your life back. Waiting a few spots they both get on taking the seats next to your right. Talking about pointless things until you got to the gym doing the normal routine. The morning practice comes to an end, and everyone starts cleaning up leaving afterwards.

    "Y/n, come lunch time sit with us." Mattsun, says to you. "Okay! See you then." you smile at the boys waving walking to class. In the hall people move out the way for you whispering could be heard about your family, and you. Gripping your bag tighter you look down at the floor trying to not let it bother you until a group of guys, and girls stop you.

    "Hey, Y/n, we just wanted to invite you to go to the mall today." Akako Ito, one of the most popular girls in the school despite being a second a year asks you in the middle of the hallway. "I have club after school. Sorry." saying a little wary. Why did they want you to go with them?

    "Come on Y/n! After practice we can go! It'll be fun don't worry!" Sighing to yourself you look left, and right bitting your lip thinking about it. It could be fun I mean they've never spoken to you so potentially they could become good friends perhaps? "Okay i'll go." you say smiling a bit.

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Sorry for the late update, and it's short. I've been so busy these past few days, and even when I have free time I have writers block. I know how I want this this story to go, but filler chapters are a little harder.