how the crust punk changed me

that Satan book and memory

I watch as he goes to pick it up"thats a bible" I blurt out, good going Brooke"I'm not going to melt or anything" he says as he smiles, what the hell brooke get a hold of your self "thank you" I grab the book but 2 picures fall out" whats this" he says as he reaches down and grabs them and looks at them" why did picures of me fall out of your bible" he looks at the book in my hand and grabs it "wait is that a devil book" he looks at it close"my devil book"he flips through the pages Intel he gets to a page with all the pics of him"umm I can explain..." He looks at the pics than at me" why do you have pics of me in the book" my mind raced to think of what to say" they was in the book when you gave it to me" he looks at me with his brows raised"this was from the news paper when I was In the protest" he holds up a piece of paper"this was not that long ago" I try to think of something fast" I gave you this book like 3 or 4 years ago" I look down at the ground knowing I got caught and hes going to think I'm stalking him"we should get to class" I go to grab the book but he raises it above his head so I could not get it from him I'm 5'5 on a good day hes 6'1 not counting how tall his boots are even when we was kids he was always taller" I'm going to read through the book and make more notes" he walks down the hall" you know your going the wrong way right" he turns around and starts walking the other way Intel he stops and puts his arm out for me to wrap mine in to his" Shale we go to class miss rosebed" my smile comes back" we shale Mr raccoon" we walk arms linked like we did when we was kids playing knight and princess" there is miss rosebed and m...mr...um" the teacher stutters seeing raccoon and how grown up he looks" Mr raccoon I'm glad to see your alive" the teacher gets up from his desk " I'm not" raccoon has had a thing about death since he was 13 "please sit you two" I sit in my seat and look at raccoon and feel a movement behind me and see racoon sit down and instantly goes in to the book as the teacher starts teaching " hey rosebutt" I hear a raspy voice behind me say" yes crust boy" he hands me a note that ask if I have lost my v card" you dont have to answer" I right down yes and hand it back to him and a few mins later I feel ruff hands on my neck with a note that fell in to my lap with words "well how was it" I write back that its not as good as everyone says it is" are you guys passing notes" the teacher starts walking back as raccoon reads it" give it to me son" I look back at racoon and he puts the note in mouth and swallows it" o sorry sir here you can have it" raccoon hits his chest hard and the note he swallowed come back up all wet" sorry its a little wet" raccoon goes to put it in the teachers hand but the teacher moves fast that it does not land on his hand" pick that up and throw it away" everyone looks at him disgusted as he just sits back"  the fuck you all looking at" I raise my hand and tell the teacher that me and racoon are going to leave" I cant believe you did that".